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Thursday, November 5, 2009

Meaningless Struggle!

I felt powerless, I felt insignificant, I saw him slip away and I couldn't do anything but watch...He was there, He was among us and now lives only in tales, as if he never existed.

We work hard all our life, striving hard living for others. We build it with our sweat and blood and then, its not ours. Strangers become in-charge of what belonged to us, making decisions which we might or might not have approved of.

We spent our lives trying to build assets and take ownerships, and then we die. We die and we own just the 10x3 grave and nothing else...life is just a dream and we are just characters in it.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Down with Swine Flu

Yes the news is I am the latest victim of Swine Flu and trust me it hurts. My body feels like a furnase sometimes and sometimes I feel as if I am naked in the freezing night.
Ironically I had got myself vaccinated against swine-flu (H1N1 Influenza Virus) on 14th of October 2009 and it still got me.
Apparently the human body takes about 2 weeks to develop antibodies (immunity) against the disease or sometimes it may even fail to do so. The virus might have got me before my body was ready against it. Whatever the case, my body hurts and I want to get better.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Eid Mubarak

Eid Mubarak (Blessed Eid) to everyone who is reading my blog and to the lot more who don't.
A lot of us celebrated Eid in the US today, and there are some who reasoned that it must be tomorrow, so Eid Mubarak to them too. There were Prayer venues scheduled at five places near Sterling, Virginia with four to five batches for each of them.
The timings were 7am, 8am, 9am, 10am and 11am... a lot of options indeed, to suit one and all. I took the 11am one, don't think I am lazy, it wasn't my choice :)
When I look at it, a month of fasting has gone by, a brilliant one indeed. I had lunch for the first time in over 30 days today, and does my tummy hurt or what? My poor stomach must be thinking... what the heck happened to you, first you dont show me anything for a month and then you decide to dump what ever comes handy :)

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Router as a Switch

I was faced with the issue of having multiple Network Devices and just one network port.

Now there is some hardware called Y-Splitter available in the market but I didn't have the time to order that, and I think they charge a lot more money that the device is worth. A Y-Splitter makes use of the 4 unused wires out of the 8 present in a CAT 5 cable and up links 2 ports (from the link source) into 1 and then branches it off again into 2 points (at the link destination).

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I however wanted to use the router I already have (Secondary) besides the Gateway Modem provided by the ISP (Primary). The Idea is to provide multiple network points at the site away from the Primary without introducing a new series of IPs the the Secondary would normally generate. This way there would be two networks with different GATEWAYS and having multiple network devices in the same WorkGroup will be difficult.

To be able to do this there are a few things I needed to take care of:

1. Assign a Local IP to the Secondary from the series of the Priamary Gateway but out of the range defined in the Primary.

2. Disable the DHCP (Dynamic Host Configuration Protocol)Server on the secondary server so that Secondary ceases to act as a router and doesn't start allocating its own series of IPs.
If the range on the Primary is set as 10.1.10.2 to 10.1.10.100, set the Secondary Router IP to something outside this range like 10.1.10.101

3. It is important to leave the WAN (Wide Area Network) port on the Secondary unconnected.
The WAN port would normally serve to receive a connection from the outside network - Internet and then route it to other devices over the LAN (Local Area Network). We don't want the Secondary to do that.

4. Instead connect the UpLink (any LAN port) of the Primary to the UpLink port of the Secondary and then route connection to other devices from the Secondary as you would normally do.
This way the Secondary functions as a Switch rather than a Router. All devices on the network would now have IPs from the series and in the range defined on the Primary.

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Friday, August 21, 2009

The Rain Bomb!

It rained like I have not seen in the recent past. The balck clouds were spread out like an infantry, out there to overwhelm the clear blue sky. It was so overcast that it was soon dark, and the rain made it worse. I was driving and couldn't see any thing except the redness of the break-lights of other cars on the road. It looked like "the city in the night from an aeroplane" if you looked ahead of you, and thats all you could see. The visibility was so much reduced that I had to keep my focus on the white paint on the road meant to define the lanes. Then sometimes there would be so much water on the road that the splashing would rise like a cloud in front of you almost blinding your sight. It was very different and nevertheless it was amazing.

Anyway Ramazan from tomorrow, so got to get some sleep before I wake up early morning...very early infact...like 4:30AM :)
May the blewwings be showered like the rain feeding the thirsty earth!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Whats in a name anyway?

I have a rather long name if I write the whole thing:

Mirza Tajamul Baig Badakhshani! Yes I know thats pretty long name :)

I, for long now have had a few ideas about the what and where-from of the parts of my name. I can gladly admit most of my preconceptions seem to be correct. I had been curious to try and understand how I got such a name and what it means, if at all anything. I have been told stories about my forefathers having come from Persia, and then more recently from Afghanistan with the Mughals (I am not sure if we were Mughals or not).

With a little help from these stories it is pretty much easy to comprehend the origins of each of the parts of my name. Well yes, except for the part that says Tajamul, thats because it is my given name.

Although I did have a vague idea about the origins of some of the parts of my name, but I was in for some surprise. Quite recently I was made aware of a much deeper Persian connection than I had ever imagined when one of my friends from Iran wanted to know if I was from the royal family.

A few minutes back I gladly fumbled upon some literature on Wikipedia which explains my name to me, and I must admit it sounds very convinsing.

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirza) : -
The title Mirza (Persian: ميرزا - Mīrzā) is used for a member of a royal family descent or a member of the highest aristocracy. The name Mirza is still in use today by members of ruling or formerly ruling princely and royal houses all over the world. The Mirza is a caste of Mughals. The Mirza title was also given to Muslim Warriors during the Mughal rule and to other noblemen loyal to the king.

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baig) : -

The name Baig is derived from the Turkic word Beg or Bey, which means chieftain or chief (i.e leader/commander.) Baig was a title given to honorary members of the Barlas clan, and was used as the family name for their children. The members of the Mughal Dynasty belonged to the Barlas clans and "Baigs" were high ranking military leaders and advisors to the Mughal Royal Families. Baigs occupied the upper echelons of society in the conquered parts of South Asia.

Baig was also used as a military rank in the Ottoman Empire.

The diaspora of Baig's can be found in India/Pakistan, Iran, Central Asia, Turkey, Former Yugoslav and the Balkans. Significant immigrant populations in Canada, US, UK, Europe

For the Mughal use, the honorific title Mirza (Persian: ميرزا) was added before the given name for all the males and 'Baig' (Persian: بیگ) was added as a family name.

Historically Mirza (as the title), The Given Name, and Baig (as the surname), was the naming style for the Baigs who settled in Mughal South Asia. For example: 'Mirza Mansur Baig'.

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Badakhshan) : -

Badakhshan (Persian: بدخشان, Tajik: Бадахшон) is an historic region comprising parts of what is now northeastern Afghanistan and southeastern Tajikistan. The name is retained in Badakhshan Province which is one of the thirty-four provinces of Afghanistan, in the far northeast of Afghanistan, and contains the Wakhan Corridor. Much of historic Badakhshan lies within Tajikistan's Gorno-Badakhshan Autonomous Province located in the in south-eastern part of the country. The music of Badakhshan is an important part of the region's cultural heritage.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

"All quiet on the western front" - Erich Maria Remarque

"Comrade I didn't want to kill you. If you jumped in here again, I would not do it, if you would be sensible too. But you were only an idea to me before, an abstraction that lived in my mind and called forth its appropriate response. It was that abstraction I stabbed. But now, for the first time, I see you are a man like me. I thought of your hand-grenades, of your bayonet, of your rifle; now I see your wife and your face and our fellowship. Forgive me, comrade. We always see it too late. Why do they never tell us that you are poor devils like us, that your mothers are just as anxious as ours, and that we have the same fear of death, and the same dying and the same agony-Forgive me, comrade; how could you be my enemy? If we threw away these rifles and this uniform you could be my brother just like Kat and Albert. Take twenty years of my life, comrade and stand up-take more, for I do not know what I can even attempt to do with it now."

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

The American-Desi Dilemma

Its funny to see Desi Americans' accusing each other of being typical desi when they don't like a certain behaviour. Seems like they are in constant denial and persistently trying to prove something to themselves, rather than to others.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Saints and Men

I met a Muslim, a Musician, a Singer and a Dancer...It was amazing, it was just one person.
Makes me wonder if somethings we disapprove of are necessarily evil.

Friday, July 17, 2009

I Graduate Today!

I graduate from my Business School today. As much as I would have loved to join the party and celebrations, I can't. I am away many a hundred miles in another continent trying to conquer the next challenge life has thrown in my way.
There is no dark gowns, no signature caps, no photo shooting, no names being called out for me today, but still a big cheer in my mind saying "congrats!! its your day too".
I am here by myself, away from the friends and foes together, not excited or jubilent but content in my mind. I am content knowing I gave my better self to the academic year that has gone by and achieved what I worked hard for and deserved.

Monday, June 29, 2009

50 Years In and Still Undecided

" We need to come together and decide" this is what the Hurriet Conference, the seperatist political wing in Kashmir has been saying ever since it's inception.

I was dismayed to learn that no one in the Hurriet Leadership has a clue of what they want to do, or how they want to resolve the Kashmir Issue. I do not know what the personal stance of Syed Ali Shah Geelani is on the matter, but apparently he was the chief opposition to the "4 Point Solution" suggested by Parvez Musharaff, the then President of the Republic of Pakistan. Not aggreeing with someone or something is completely just, but only when you have a different opinion or a coherant solution to the same problem at hand.

It is well establised and common sense that successful leadership doesn't just bring in a lot of authority, it also demands a mountain of responsibility. It doesn't need a University degree or a very high qualification to ahold the fact, that the first step in the hunt for something is to know what you are looking for. I feel this is where the the Hurriet Conference, as a Representative Leadership of the Kashmiri people seem to have failed. How is it possible that the Kashmiri struggle to free itself from an illegal occupying country, has gone on for as long as the history of the free Republic of India, which continues to occupy Kashmir, and yet we have not come up with a coherant solution to this problem yet.

The Hurriet Conference calls for strikes in the valley, crippling life and livelihoods, but when it come to a serious dialogue with the people who can resolve the long pending issue, they should not fall short of ideas on what to suggest and what they want.
Recently Parvez Musharaf was on record suggesting that no one in the Hurriet Conference could guide or advise him as to what the Kashmiri people want, as a result of which he came up with his "Joint Control 4 Point Formula". This formula may be completely virtual and to ideal to implement in reality but I feel it was a start.

To be able to decide what you want, you need to have imagined and dreamed of what success should look and feel. Apparently the task of shaping a solution to the Kashmir Issue never crossed the minds of the Hurriet Conference and as such we have never seen a serious blue print of a solution. I question them if they have a vision for a free Kashmir? If the answer is yes, can they present it in a coherent way that we as ordinary Kashmiris can understand an imagine, rather than empty and meaningless words.

If you do not know what you want or you can not present a demand/solution coherently, you make a joke of yourself. You not only end up sounding confusing but ridiculously confused.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Harper's Ferry

Yesterday was fun, went to Harper's Ferry, a serene and scenic spot on the intersection of the Potomac and Shenandoah Rivers in West Virginia. Also saw Charles Town West Virginia, named after Charles Washington, the brother of the first American president George Washington.

On my way back checked some Sports bikes. The sales agent wanted to know about the bike I already have so that he could suggest my new bike. The ones I was looking at are a 1000 c.c and the one I have is is 200 c.c, so when he asked me how many c.c's my exisiting bike is, my gentle reply was "just a little less than the one I am looking at" In the end we decided Suzuki Hayabusa is the one I deserve :)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Is STRIKES a solution?

Lets analyse the effectivenss of a STRIKE in Kashmir:
Issue: Demilitarization of the region
Strategy: None
Tactic: General Stirkes and Shutdowns

Effected population: (mostly Kashmiri's)
1. Students
2. Business owners
3. Employed People
4. Daily Workers

Now let us examine the nature in which each of these are effected:
1. Students: Loss of a day, week, month, or a year depending on the duration of the strike. Courses completed in time which goes beyond the stipulated duration. Prospects of a current or future placement for education or employment adversely effected.

2. Business Owners: Shops remain closed or even if a small percentage is open there is no business since there are no buyers or sellers.

3. Employed People: Since businesses remain closed, they don't have to go to work. Since the employer isn't making any money they don't get paid.

4. Daily Workers: Shutdown means no transport, no work and no jobs meaning no money. Now its pretty clear that the results haven't been promising so far. Lets analyse it a bit more;Students not completing their courses in the stipulated time period means that they have are handicaped when compared to their counter parts elsewhere. What this maginifies into is something more difficult to deal with and possibly hard to accept - lack of opportunties that they deserve or are worthy of. This happens equally in education and in employment, and when this happens THEY think Kashmiri's are discriminated against (sometimes true-but that doesn't make it a rule), well in fact the truth is our students might not have the same credentials (Yes friends completing your courses in time is one of them).

Lack of selling and buying opportunities for business owners doesn't just mean that they earnings are effected (and some of you don't care since they can afford it), it also means that they people they employ lose their earnings (o yes we do care for the non-so-rich). Many of these employees are parents to these unfortunately student class. So these people now don't qualify as a seperate class, but infact if you are a STUDENT your problems just compounded, your parent's hands are now a little more tied up financially than otherwise.

Daily workers - do we even know this class exists? Yes it does, these are the same people who live a day to day life, earn just enough for the hand to mouth living. Anyones who goes out everyday looking for work and is paid on a daily basis falls in this category. And now you can imagine what a day off in their lives mean....hmm you do know it.

As far as my humble opition goes, I don't think there is a strategy to what the Hurriet is doing or just trying to do, remember Strategy is long term and has to be sustainable. Given the picture I tried to paint above, how to you sustain an indefinite strike and expect people to do nothing when this tactic gives them nothing but just asks of them.

A people that can think and understand is a people that that knows what it NEEDS more than just what it WANTS. Sometimes in our unquenched thirst for what we want we forget the more important thing in life - what we need. Education is what I feel we need, education doesn't just mean fancy degrees and big qualifications, it goes beyond. It is having the strength to listen to different schools of thought and have empathy.

What we are stuck in is a sheep culture, following the head-sheep without any thought or consideration. Education means the ability to question things and rate them on their merit, it is the ability o see the Right from Wrong...Yes being able to identify the RIGHT when many others don't see it yet, can be an uphill task, breaking away from the herd of sheep is like swimming upstream, but thats what makes us HUMAN I guess, and not SHEEP

Sunday, May 31, 2009

4 Days 2 States and a Posh wedding

Day 1.

8 hours of British Airways hospitality from Herthrow Terminal 5 to Dulles international Airport in Washington D.C and then about an hour of standing in the Immigration Queue and moving at a snails pace. Twenty minutes drive to Fairfax county Virginia and a dinner at "Charcoal Kabaab".

Day 2. (Virginia)

Early morning wake up call at aroujnd 5 AM, a quick shower and then what seemed like an endless wait for the clock to strike 8 AM. About half and hour drive to the Reagan Airport in Washington D.C. in what was supposed to be rush hour and should have lasted more than and hour. There was little trouble finding a Day Parking spot but then we discovered it was just before our eyes. As if this wasn't exciting enough the elcetronic Kiosks for the American Airlines won't work and then the nice lady at the counter seemed to have come from history and as if it was her first time on the keyboard. She would type with one index finger and then stop for a while and then continue again as if thinking where to take her plot for her novel from there. Anyway as they say it was Just-in-Time for us to board the plane.

Day 2. (Saint Louis)

The plane landed as scheduled and to everyones surprise the bride's father was there to pick us up from the airport, what a gentleman that must be. Soon afterwards I was in one of the rooms of the Hilton Hotel, yes it was bit of a treat since I have't been in one before.

The festivities and merry making started soon. The buffet was set and women in the most coulourful silk sarees and men hoplessly trying to compete with that in their suits.

It was the night of the "Mehandi", the Bride's Maids were dressed beautifully in their yellow silk sarees with beautifully cut green borders. It was the perfect entrance for one of the prettiest brides I had seen in a long time (I haven't attended many weddings in a long time actually). The groom looked mostly lost the whole time, deceptively shy and humble as much as he was, he removed the misconceptions with a brilliant dance performance with his friends staged in front of his beloved would be. It was a great way to end the beautiful say on a fantanstic note.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

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Thursday, April 9, 2009

Heading Back Home

This was long time coming almost two years now, I am finally going to the place I call home – Kashmir. I call it home for a multitude of reasons, I have spent most of the years of my life in that beautiful valley, this is where my parents live and given a choice I would want to live here.

The thought of going home is always nostalgic, it brings back a host of memories. I can almost feel the freshness of the morning air as it fills my lungs making me cold inside my body, the greens that surround me wherever I look, and most of all, the sense of belonging to my people, even those I might not have ever spoken with or known by their first names.

There is a sort of tension within me, its not stress but more like excitement, the sort that a student has just before sitting for an exam, the tension that a person feels on his first date. Though I am taking a couple of weeks of a well deserved break now, my mind is full of things to do and people to meet while I am there that the time still feels too little.

I hope to see it better than the last time I left it and hopefully recharge myself once again.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Can you do it?

Remember my last post JFDI, of course you do (if you don’t its OK). This time I decided to miss the “F”, one for the indecency of the word and second because I can do so :)

If someone has been bugging you suggesting that you can do a lot more than you think you can, don’t take it as a silly morale boosting attempt from a friend. It is that, but definitely not just that…O yes! its is true. If you really want to do something and you sincerely put in efforts towards that end, it will happen. You might not get it completely right the first time, but then you have to perfect by practice. This is were the doers differ from the dreamers. The doers don’t stop when they seem to have lost the plot, but instead keep doing it till they get it right.

Many of us don’t realize what we are capable of until we are put in a situation that demands the job of us. I remember myself attending a very popular motivational speaker’s lecture. He was suggesting the ideas that I have tried to say here, and that many people tell us everyday. These speakers cite a lot of examples of people who have done what they never seemed was possible, but then this brings up a very logical question about their percentage. Unfortunate but its a fact, for every 1 success story there must be a thousand stories of failures that we never heard about.

At first these words do seem a lot of air and politically correct speech, but there is more to it than that, it is true. We were given a simple exercise and some 5 minutes to finish it. We were asked to write a short story, with the only clause that the pen wouldn’t stop before the story was done or the time for the assignment was over. It must sound as silly to you now as it did to us at that time, yes that is what first impressions do. I can tell you that no one in the audience was novelist and most hadn’t written must in the recent years of their lives except maybe business reports. The best part is that many people came up with amazingly good content and some with not so great stuff, in that short span of time. The biggest challenge is starting, giving it a go, trying it, doing it, getting out of that state of inertia of rest.

This was proved to me yet again couple of days back. I was talking to a friend about the lecture I had attended, and he decided to see if he himself could write a story if he tried. He did, not like in the exercise ,non stop and fast, but gave himself three days. He gave himself enough thought and time to put something in place and he is done. It isn’t the best piece I have read and it definitely isn’t the best piece he can write, but he did it. It isn’t about how good you can do it the first time, but believing that you can do it and then actually doing it. How many times must have the Edisons, Newtons and Picassos failed before they got it right. If you see Picasso’s earliest paintings…with out any disrespect, they don’t even deserve a second look, but look at what he got himself into as he kept going.

Ever thought about it; many of us are right handed but does that mean we can’t write with our left hand, the answer is yes we can, only if we really want to and for some if they really have to do it. You can do a lot of things, depending on how much you want it and how sincere you are in your quest.

Now there might be some of you who wouldn’t like this post, or maybe be critical of the flow of ideas, the presentation and many other things which you can think of. However my point is that I am trying to better myself…I am trying!!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Recommended Reading…

For often well critiqued and fairly analyzed articles and blogs on world affairs, from the perspective of the most targeted race (Muslims) follow the link below:

http://www.aljazeera.com/

I suggest read through Gilad Shalit story to get a reality check about “peace loving hypocrites” who have a different yard stick for their own kind.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

A picture is worth a thousand words…

Some cartoons I received in my email. Worth sharing with all of you, I think.

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Interesting enough, don’t you agree that these images/cartoons remind of Hitler’s Nazi and the misery of the Jewish people. Sadly they are doing what they claim was done to them, so who is the victim?

Monday, February 2, 2009

A Gaza-Palestinian museum?

By Dallas Darling

When Adolf Hitler, leader of the Nazis and the Third Reich, designed and set about to build his universal city in Europe, he planned for a Museum of Jewish Culture. Situated in Prague, the museum would showcase the Jewish religion and traditions, their art and music, and their philosophy and history. In truth, though, it would be a museum of extinct ethnic peoples.

It seems that in these modern times, genocide and mass murder have become as frequent as it had in the past, if not more so. Not only did the Twentieth Century produce the killing fields of Eurasia, Uganda, Vietnam, Cambodia, Haiti, Guatemala, East Timor, Rwanda, and Yugoslavia, but so far this century has witnessed mass slaughter in Iraq and Afghanistan.

And now, there is Gaza and the Palestinians.

Refugee camps are much like museums. They consist of individuals, or groups of peoples and nationalities, that have been deported and that somehow time and progress have forgotten. “Progress” considers them “lesser” human beings. In the eyes of imperial nations, they are second class citizens. Their lives do not count for very much. Such has been how the world, including the United Nations (UN), have viewed the existence of the dispossessed Palestinians living in Gaza.

In many ways, the futuristic Gaza museum has been made possible by accomplices like the U.S. that supplies billions of dollars in arms and missiles to Israel. These weapons have been raining down and consuming Gaza day and night. The UN has as well shown itself to be a bystander in Gaza’s resistance in becoming a museum. Some Arab nations too have become ineffective. What is tragic is that it is more than about Israel, Hamas and Fatah. It is about the 1.5 million Gazans, many of them women and children, who have no choice but to live in Gaza.

The recent damage inflicted on Gaza and the Palestinians is colossal. Thousands of hospitals, schools, mosques, clinics, apartment buildings, food warehouses, and homes, have been destroyed. But I doubt if this will be included in the Gaza Museum, along with these fatality rates: 437 children, 138 women, 132 elderly men, and the more than 5,500 (2,000 are children) who were wounded. With over 50,000 left homeless and almost 500,000 without many of the basic necessities, such as water, electricity, and medicines, the victors are always very careful about what to exclude or what to leave out.

At the same time, museums, especially those established by the dominant order, almost always display a selective history and selective memory. The Qassam rockets and Hamas tunnels will be displayed, but not the pictures of the refugees of Ashkelon and Beersheba, which were driven out by the Israeli Army in 1948. Neither will the food and fuel sieges, Hamas’ democratic rise to power, or when Israel broke Hamas’ own truce, be displayed. A biased collective memory allows a nation to escape collective guilt. In rewriting history, museums of extinct peoples become easily justified.

A few countries and nations which have also suffered from imperialism and colonization understand. Bolivia and Venezuela have called on the International Criminal Court to investigate Israel for war crimes and the use of illegal weaponry. But those who remain in power are always the winners and are seldom brought to trial and tried for war crimes. Only the conquered are punished, as Adolf Hitler and Saddam Hussein found out. The morality of war and war crimes are more about military strength than that of justice.

Don’t be fooled by the ceasefire. There will be future occupations, blockades, and military interventions in Gaza, and Gaza will slowly die. In 1982, and in reference to the Israeli war in Lebanon, Meron Benvenisti, who was ordered to take extensive archives on Palestinian culture and history from the PLO’s Palestine Research Center in West Beirut, said, “This was not only to destroy them as a political or military power, but to take from them their history, to erase that because it is troublesome. This was a profound need or urge not to allow the Palestinians to be a respectable or historic movement. (1)

Israel’s assault on Gaza destroyed billions of dollars worth of buildings and infrastructure in an already impoverished territory. Economists claim that it will take five years to rebuild Gaza. The thousands killed and those still being pulled out of the rubble, including children with bullets lodged in their heads, will never again rebuild their lives. The Israeli military invasion of Gaza has sadly brought the Gazans, along with their faiths, histories, traditions, arts, and ideas, one step closer to becoming a museum. This travesty reveals that even in the 21st Century, the powerful Few still decides who lives and who dies.

Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Olmert has assured the world that his nation has won the Israeli-Gaza War. When peoples and nations fight each other and some become extinct, no one wins. Instead, the whole world, along with its diversity and possibilities, is at an enormous loss. And it is a great loss! Finally, militant extremists everywhere-whether they live in Israel, Gaza, the United States, or are a part of the UN, or are collaborators and suppliers in arms-must stop the insanity of violence and war. If not, not only will Gaza become a museum of extinct peoples, but the entire Earth.

-- Dallas Darling is the author of The Other Side Of Christianity: Reflections on Faith, Politics, Spirituality, History, and Peace, and is a writer for www.worldnews.com. You can read more of his articles at www.beverlydarling.com.

Note: (1) Stone, Ronald H. and Dana Wilbanks. The Peacemaking Struggle: Militarism and Resistance. New York, New York: University Press of America, 1985. p. 69.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Snow here…Snow there

OK here I am and the update is of the first decent snow fall of this season in London. I got out to take some pictures, unfortunately I wasn’t dressed appropriately for the job and came rushing back in.

I am not too enthusiastic to do this again at least now, so the pictures may seem a little not so good :)

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No no no, its not a cage although it might look so. Just the street view at close to 10pm outside my flat.

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Now that is some crafty photo shooting… look at the car and the lights…incomprehensible!!

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Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sheikh Abdullah-The up rooter of Kashmiriyat ?

The following is something I saw posted by a friend on a social networking website. It only made me think and ponder!

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“He may be the valley’s first post graduate, he may have given land to the tiller but now decades later, when near and dears of victims curse his grave and historic existence, his formal title “Lion of Kashmir” transforms into something meaningless. Had Sheikh Abdullah resisted power and not taken over as the Chief Minister and died as a freedom fighter, history of Kashmir would have been different. I ask , who really gained from the exit of Maharaja? History bears witness to the atrocious cruelties suffered in version of a democracy by the people of my land.
Regardless of Maharaja’s unpopularity among masses, The Maharaja was still the most significant figure in the dispute before 1949.He had the rights as a signer of the accession of Kashmir. His stay was substantive till all the requirements of accession were met. Maharaja’s powers were a crucial reference in deciding the future of Kashmiris. It would had negotiated the future power structure of Kashmir Unfortunately, his exit marked the gloom of evil and every hope of optimism vanished. However I should add that the the legality of a fleeing Maharaja signing the deed of accession is a suspect.However it does go to the credit of the Maharaja that he ensured that the final decision is left to the people of Kashmir. This is important because the deed was the last credible reference to people. Thereafter the conflict has revolved around table to table,land to land with a token of Kashmiris getting butchered everyday.
Sheikh Abdullah was not an elected leader by any means. His popularity was endorsed by Indians which came at a price and his advantageous purchase with Indians completely destroyed the social and political fabric of Kashmir. His political thought was not a problem for Indians. Exit of Maharaja accommodated Indian concerns because India at that time was too ignorant to grant Kashmiris full sovereignty which Maharaja had made very clear in the “deed of accession” . Maharaja was seen as an obstructer and Sheikh Abdullah facilitated his exit. Sheikh Abdullah overrated his stature by thinking that he would be able to get a fair deal with the Indians. He altered priorities regarding basic human rights of Kashmiris and he ignorantly refused to become aware of the changing circumstances through his senses which resulted in the loss of his leverage in the pertaining political machinery. So he cowardly surrendered to the Republic of India.
Sheikh Abdullah was the architect of the Delhi Agreement. This agreement was designed as a power sharing structure between Delhi and Kashmir that covered draconian points which shifted the focus from accession and self determination to the implementation of the Indian Constitution. Maharaja’s vision of quasi-sovereign state was eroded by the Delhi Agreement through Sheikh Abdullah .The end result was that he got elected unopposed which made a joke to the sanctity of democracy. It not only completely eroded and uprooted the concept of sovereignty and independence, but also created a new context rooted in exigencies of the Indian Constitution as opposed to exigencies of the terms of accession. Even if I jokingly support Sheikh Abdullah’s school of thought, it still isn’t a great substitute as it could not be substituted for the sacred right to self determination as envisaged in the UN Resolutions in accordance with the wishes of the people of Kashmir.
Sheikh Abdullah’s power of politics on the eroded terms and conditions negated what he all along fought for the agricultural class & rise of feudal system and it weakened his popularity among the people of Kashmir. If he wouldn’t had played the role of a tyrant during the 1947-1953 period, Kashmiris would had made him a legend and a champion of rights of the masses. In the event of the death of an unrelenting Sheikh Abdullah, the people of Kashmir or even Pakistan would have got a valiant role model, a political martyr. But, it was the one and only Sheikh Abdullah who played a shrewd role in transforming an internationally recognized conditional accession to a final accession with India. Alas! In the event of death of Chief Minister Sheikh Mohammed Abdullah in 1982, the people of Kashmir were deprived of a political martyr and a valorous hero who was saddled in a regrettable legacy.”

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I do not know if I have known the man enough, to say whether Sheikh Abdullah was the Sher-e-Kashmir (Lion of Kashmir) or not. What I can say without doubt is, that he certainly was a man much like many of us. A man who was jailed for 10 years to give up his cause and who chose to live to be called a Traitor by his people rather than die to be remembered or not so much as a Hero.

Despite the fact that we all love Dead Heroes, I do not know if his death as a hero would have brought Kashmir or the Kashmiriyat in question any good or not, choosing to return to Kashmir as the Chief Minister and not dying in the Indian Jails as the exiled Prime Minister, he choose life like many ordinary men would and do even today. We have many living examples even today, of men (wannabe leaders of Kashmir) who served long terms in Jails for extended periods of time for Azaadi (freedom) for the motherland, only to we worn down and come out as changed men. Men who want to raise a family, enjoy the riches, and unfortunately out of the ordinary eye, sometimes are notorious for enjoying the bliss of playing both sides.

Personally I think it is a difficult position to be in. After all choosing starvation over plenty, jail term over freedom, honest living over overwhelming riches; it is a choice not all men can make, or at least it is something that most men can't stick their guns to. This is a path which is extremely difficult to tread on, and unfortunately there are those who start with the best intentions but are not resilient enough. They fail somewhere along the way, only to be cursed for generations to come.


I believe, if we are there to blame these men for not being who we want them to be, we should try and walk a mile in their shoes, for that would at least make us appreciate the good they did, for in part at least they deserve that.

Be the change you want to see in the World!

Ghandi

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Breaking Gaza’s will: Israel’s enduring fantasy

Something I read among the heaps of public opinions and views about the plight of the Palestinians...

By Ramzy Baroud

My three-year-old son Sammy walked into my room uninvited as I sorted through another batch of fresh photos from Gaza.

I was looking for a specific image, one that would humanise Palestinians as living, breathing human beings, neither masked nor mutilated. But to no avail.

All the photos I received spoke of the reality that is Gaza today - homes, schools and civilian infrastructure bombed beyond description. All the faces were either of dead or dying people.

I paused as I reached a horrifying photo in the slideshow of a young boy and his sister huddled on a single hospital trolley waiting to be identified and buried. Their faces were darkened as if they were charcoal and their lifeless eyes were still widened with the horror that they experienced as they were burned slowly by a white phosphorus shell.

It was just then that Sammy walked into my room snooping around for a missing toy. "What is this, daddy?" he inquired.

I rushed to click past the horrific image, only to find myself introducing a no less shocking one. Fretfully, I turned the monitor off, then turned to my son as he stood puzzled. His eyes sparkled inquisitively as he tried to make sense of what he had just seen.

He needed to know about these kids whose little bodies had been burned beyond recognition.

"Where are their mummies and daddies? Why are they all so smoky all the time?"

I explained to him that they are Palestinians, that they were hurting "just a little" and that their "mummies and daddies will be right back."

The reality is that these children and thousands like them in Gaza have experienced the most profound pain, a pain that we may never in our lives comprehend.

"I think that Gaza is now being used as a test laboratory for new weapons," Mads Gilbert, a Norwegian doctor who had recently returned from Gaza told reporters in Oslo.

"This is a new generation of very powerful small explosives that detonates with extreme power and dissipates its power within a range of five to 10 metres

"We have not seen the casualties affected directly by the bomb, because they are normally torn to pieces and do not survive, but we have seen a number of very brutal amputations."

The dreadful weapons are known as dense inert metal explosives (DIME), "an experimental kind of explosive" but only one of several new weapons that Israel has been using in Gaza, the world's most densely populated regions.

Israel could not possibly have found a better place to experiment with DIME or the use of white phosphorus in civilian areas than Gaza.

The hapless inhabitants of the strip have been disowned. The power of the media, political coercion, intimidation and manipulation have demonised this imprisoned nation fighting for its life in the tiny spaces left of its land.

No wonder Israel refused to allow foreign journalists into the tiny enclave and brazenly bombed the remaining international presence in Gaza.

As long as there are no witnesses to the war crimes committed in Gaza, Israel is confident that it can sell a fabricated story to the world that it is, as always, the victim, one that has been terrorised and, strangely enough, demonised as well.

The Jerusalem Post quoted Israeli Foreign Minister Tzipi Livni on January 15.

"Livni said that these were hard times for Israel, but that the government was forced to act in Gaza in order to protect Israeli citizens.

"She stated that Gaza was ruled by a terrorist regime and that Israel must carry on a dialogue with moderate sources while simultaneously fighting terror."

The same peculiar message was conveyed by Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Olmert as he declared his one-sided ceasefire on January 17.

Never mind that the "terrorist regime" was democratically elected and had honoured a ceasefire agreement with Israel for six months, receiving nothing in return but a lethal siege interrupted by an occasional round of death and destruction.

Livni is not as perceptive and shrewd as the US media fantasises. Blunt-speaking Ehud Barak and stiff-faced Mark Regev are not convincing men of wisdom. Their logic is bizarre and wouldn't stand the test of reason.

But they have unfettered access to the media, where they are hardly challenged by journalists who know well that protecting one's citizens doesn't require the violation of international and humanitarian laws, targeting medical workers, sniper fire at children and demolishing homes with entire families holed up inside. Securing your borders doesn't require imprisoning and starving your neighbours and turning their homes to smoking heaps of rubble.

Olmert wants to "break the will" of Hamas, i.e. the Palestinians, since the Hamas government was elected and backed by the majority of the Palestinian people.

Isn't 60 years of suffering and survival enough to convince Olmert that the will of the Palestinians cannot be broken? How many heaps of wreckage and mutilated bodies will be enough to convince the prime minister that those who fight for their freedom will either be free or will die trying?

Far-right politician Avigdor Lieberman, a rising star in Israel, is not yet convinced. He thinks that more can be done to "secure" his country, which was established in 1948 on the ruins of destroyed Palestinian towns and villages. He has a plan.

"We must continue to fight Hamas just like the United States did with the Japanese in World War II," said the head of ultra-nationalist opposition party Yisrael Beitenu.

A selective reader of history, Lieberman could only think of the 1945 atomic bombs dropped on Nagasaki and Hiroshima. But something else happened during those years that Lieberman carefully omitted. It's called the Holocaust, a term that many are increasingly using to describe the Israeli massacres in the Gaza Strip.

It is strange that conventional Israeli wisdom still dictates that "the Arabs understand only the language of force." If that were true, then they would have conceded their rights after the first massacre in 1948. But, following more than 60 years filled with massacres new and old, they continue to resist.

"Freedom or death," is the popular Palestinian mantra. These are not simply words, but a rule by which Palestinians live and die. Gaza is the proof and Israeli leaders are yet to understand.

My son persisted. "Why are Palestinians so smoky all the time, Daddy?"

"When you grow up, you'll understand."

-- Ramzy Baroud is a Palestinian-American author and editor of PalestineChronicle.com. His work has been published in numerous newspapers and journals worldwide, including the Washington Post, Japan Times, Al Ahram Weekly and Lemonde Diplomatique. His latest book is The Second Palestinian Intifada: A Chronicle of a People's Struggle (Pluto Press, London). Read more about him on his website: RamzyBaroud.net.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Some Pictures from the US Trip Oct ‘ 08 “Chicago”

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Some pictures from the US trip Oct ‘08 “Washington DC”

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

Is our judgement guided by our conscience?

Mumbai has witnessed chaos and death all over again. The incident has been compared often synonymously with the 9/11 in the US. I don’t know if that is to raise the severity of the crime committed or just for more international attention and sympathy. Coming from a land (Kashmir) that witnesses death almost everyday, I know sympathy offers very little consolation to the victims. I would imagine most of the people that died in the incident were innocent, innocent of the crimes of taking sides and equally detached from any political agendas. The question then comes to mind is why? Why would some one kill innocent people?

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Taj Palace Hotel in Mumbai burns as a result of gunfire and explosions

Many voices in India are today calling for a very strong response to the perpetrators of this recent crime. Does that mean going in a “Hot Pursuit” as the US likes to call its illegal operations in foreign countries, hitting the many targets and safe havens in its neighbouring country, that India claims harbours these extremists or is the Indian People willing to go for a full fledged war with its neighbour? I don’t see either happening, both countries have more to lose than to gain if such a path is chosen. This view is however a very popular in India now, the Mubaikars (people living in Mumbai) are out in the streets demanding action from the government, saying enough is enough, wanting a payback for having been served what they truly think they didn’t deserve. Fair enough!

Its very hard to speak one’s mind in a increasingly “you ought to sound politically correct” world we are living in. Coming back to the Mumbai’s past rendezvous with death and chaos, if one analyzes the 1993 bombings which reportedly resulted in 250 civilian causalities, it was as much terrorism as it was a payback for the massacre of the minority at the hands of the majority in 1993 which claimed 900 innocent lives. Now deciding which was bigger terrorism will depend on who the jury is, I will tell you my verdict, they were both. What hits like a nail in the head is, why the Mumbaikar stands up and shows his intolerance for one kind of terrorism but is apparently unaffected by the other. When the home grown terrorists who unfortunately for India’s future hold some of the highest and most powerful government offices in India, commit crimes, similar to the magnitude of what happened in the recent attacks in Mumbai, India chooses not to say Enough is Enough. When the minority in Gujarat gets massacred at the hands of the majority, India doesn’t see it as terrorism and does nothing to show its strong resolve to uproot it.

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Secular as it is, on paper at least, it chooses to ban religious outfits that apparently advocate extremism, but the ban is only on those belonging the minority. It chooses to ignore the extreme acts of violence and terror perpetrated by the religious outfits of the majority. If payback is the answer, isn’t that what the minorities are then doing, for feeling neglected and terrorized at the hands of extreme factions of the majority. No arguments can ever support the killing of innocents, but that is being logical. When logic ceases to exist then everything goes and the result is never ending chaos and death.

India blames Kashmiri militants of terrorism against the state, yet it chooses to ignore the fact these are the people who face terrorism at the hands of India and then choose the way of the gun. Recently the Pro-Freedom rallies and civilian Freedom Marches in Kashmir, was seen as a new day in Kashmir revolution against Indian occupation. The people chose the parliamentary means so to say, just showing their protest in words and peaceful rallies. But the Indian response was far from peaceful. Innocent civilians were shot with an intent to kill, more than 40 innocent civilians were killed in cold blood. Most of Kashmir was under siege for over a month, civil curfew with shoot at sight orders was imposed. Food, medicine and other essential supplies to Kashmir were stopped for over a month, yet the Indians that we see in the streets protesting against terrorism, didn’t see this behaviour as terrorism against the Kashmir populace. Those from the civil society who tried to voice their concern were harassed, even international calls for restraint were ignored…and the Indian response to the world was mind your own business!

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Freedom Rally: Kashmiri people rallied in millions for freedom from Indian Occupation

Not just India, it is a general problem. After 9/11 when US decided to go after Al_Qaida which it claims was responsible for the tragedy at the World Trade Centre, it managed to exterminate 30,000 civilians less than a months time of its bombing of Afghanistan. If one reads about the Atomic Bombings of the Japanese cities by the US during the World War II, one can’t ignore, that the target was not the military installations, but it was a coherent decision to hit the civilian areas to ensure major civilian casualties. Now what would you call such a behaviour…Terrorism I say! State Sponsored this time. If Saddam was executed without a proper trial for allegedly being responsible for the death of some 100-200 civilians in Iraq, what punishment would be fit for the US administration which is responsible for hundreds of thousands of civilian deaths world over. How many people in the Indian administration would need to be tried for their crimes against the people of Kashmir, for sponsoring state terrorism which has till date resulted in deaths of more than 80,000 civilians of Kashmir.

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

Moslem Meals US to UK

Ok I am back in London now, after a fantastic trip to the US. I flew British Airways for my trip and it was unexpectedly nice. I say unexpectedly because most airlines are known for frequent delays, unfriendly staff and lost baggage these days. British Airways was nothing but absolute delight for most of their services.

Being a Muslim I had requested special meals for my flights, these are referred to as “Moslem Meals”. On my flight from Heathrow to Dulles Washington DC, the meal was Chicken Biryani with some very nice dessert, it was Ras Malai perhaps but I can’t remember exactly. The best thing about special meals is that you get served first and you don’t have to worry about the ingredients. So if you are allergic to some foods or just avoiding some because of your religious beliefs, it is the way to go. The meals on my return flight to Heathrow was equally interesting, it was rice with some Kail and fish. A fine looking small bottle of extra virgin olive oil with lime was included as dressing for the salad. The dessert was somewhat disappointing this time – it was a piece of Barfee (a sweet cube made from milk, gram flour and cheese I guess).

For those of us who can’t quench their thirst, the juices kept flowing with options from a range of orange, apple, cranberry to sodas of all kind. Alcohol is also served, its not my cup of tea however so no comments about it. I prefer orange juice with a tinge of lemonade, and I do that in-flight my mixing my cup of orange juice with a can of lime soda….ammm its very nice, maybe you should give it a try someday.

Monday, October 27, 2008

4 states in 4 days

I started of on Friday the 24th October 2008 from the Washington DC international Airport (IAD). It was interesting since this was the first time I was flying in a 4 seating aircraft, the only problem was that even my hand baggage wouldn’t fit in the overhead locker. This was the Air Canada flight operated by United Airlines and the trouble started from the word go, when we were sitting in the plane on the runway for close to one hour and then had to make a delayed departure from another runway.

I was flying to Chicago O’Hare Airport and was supposed to take a connecting flight from New York LaGuardia airport. The planned transit time was 1hr 15 mins but because of the delay I just made it to the Gate for the O’ Hare Airport in time, I think it was just 15mins in time. The flight to Chicago was a pleasant one, I shared my row with two ladies, one probably in her 40s and another one my quite my age. I had a feeling that they were delighted to hear that I was travelling to US from England and wanted to know more about the English country and their ways. Ahh I could sense where they were going so I had to cut their chase and tell them that although I came to the US from England but I am not English in most ways and that I come from the far east. It would be wrong to say that their enthusiasm deflated completely but my Asian origins did have some influence.

Chicago was good fun, from the architectural tour of downtown, witnessing Chicago’s simple solutions to their massive problems (EL – the train passing through the post office building, another one sliced through to create a road) to getting on top of the Sears Tower standing at a whopping 1450 ft and 108 storeys high. The view from the top of Sears is magnificent,with the earth and all that it has on it looks exactly the way it looks when an airplane has just taken off.

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Tickets for the Sears Tower and the Architectural-Tour Boat Ride

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Lake Michigan

The journey back home today was equally adventurous. My day started of at 4 O ‘ Clock in the morning and I was in time at the terminal at 4.30 AM for my 5.45 AM flight to Philadelphia. It was all fine till I was told after waiting in a security queue for half an hour that my terminal has changed. It was a nervous moment I can tell you but I managed to reach the other terminal in 10 mins, only to discover that some Black women at the counter perhaps pissed off with someone didn’t want to let me check in even though as per rules written on my e-Ticket I should have been allowed to do that even 10 mins before the actual flight departure. Anyway to cut the long nervous moments short, I printed my boarding card at a Kiosk and thanked the lady for her kindness (yes she wan’t happy). The adventure ended right there and rest of the journey was smooth. I look my final leg at around 10Am from Philadelphia to Washington DC and was there in DC on time.

The Demons from back home

Electricity failure and power cuts is a common feature of my part of the world. In fact it is something quite expected and life without a power failure would seem alien.

Now here is the twist …. I was sitting back on the coach and enjoying some television and oops the electricity goes! Yes nothing fused in the house, I checked through the window and there no total darkness in the whole residential area. I was asking myself if it was me or the demons from back home that caused the power failure in this part of the very developed world. Turns out there was some repair work going on and hence the power cut.

It was a nice experience to experience home away from home :)

Monday, October 20, 2008

Seat belt on...

I had been waiting for this time, had already got my IDP (International Driving Permit) sorted and ensured I had it on me when I came to the US. Yes this is the first time I am driving a left hand drive (right side of the road). I had thought that it would be confusing and difficult, it wasn't for me though I am occassionally inclined towards the left side of the road.


It is good fun to be driving again after a long time. I have my car back in Kashmir, but ever since I came to England, I seldom got a chance to step into cars let alone drive. Especially London is so congested most of the times, its faster and better travelling by TUBE (metro/underground/trains). Even if people have cars, many places in London have a congestion charge and parking fee is also on the higher side. I am so fond of bikes and cars that it is hard to keep my hands away from them. I think I am fortunate that my uncle is being a good sport in letting me drive all the time (you might think a little crazy, but he isn't). I am already eyeing his SUV, hopefully soon.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

O what a Life

It is funny when I think about it. I came from Kashmir to England and from England to USA and its here I get chased by Dogs :)

I had a fun day and decided to go for a walk with my aunt, it was kind of dark and I heard the barking and then fast moving footsteps and this heavy breathing near our legs. It was two big dogs seemingly about to have a big bite from our legs, it wasn’t that I learned. My aunt told me not to make any noise, move my arms around and not to look at the dogs, apparently if you ignore them, they will ignore you. They did, perhaps bored of our behaviour. But I tell you I was so scared, feeling like…. ok here come the bite…haha I survived.

Then I shared this story with my uncle and he said they weren’t even chasing us, they must have expected us to pat them and play with them and thats why they came chasing. I was so scared I wanted to call 911.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Jet Lag

There is a decent 5 hr difference between London and US east coast time zones. I was a bit tired and finally managed to sleep from 5:30 PM till 8:30PM, had some nice dinner and called off the day. I woke up at 5AM this morning, reminding me of the time when I first arrived in London, where I used to wake up at 4AM for the first couple of days.

I discovered that the UK electricity plugs and sockets are different from the US system and my laptop battery had just died on me. Fortunately my uncle had some spare cables and I used one of them as input for my laptop adapter and so I am happy again :) taking to my family and friends.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

7 Hours and 45 Minutes...


OK here I am, started off at 5am this morning and boarded the birtish rail from Ilford station at 6:09 am and then 1hr and 30minutes of a train trip to the heathrow terminal 5. I had already printed my boarding card at home (yes you can do that, like you can print an e-ticket), and the baggage checkin and security clearance was fast. It was a rountine, keep all your hand carriage baggage in a tray for x-ray, yes you have to remove your shoes too. I heard Israel has developed a new security system where in the passengers might not have to remove their shoes for security clearance.
My flight is due to depart from London at 10:50 am and since it is 10 minutes to 9 am there is no sign of the gate I need to go. I found a very interesting place here, it is called the Multi faith room - " a place for prayer and reflection", I like it.


Its 9:20 AM and call for my gate, I have to take a Terminal Service to my boarding gate or a 15 minutes walk (a healthy option but not for me). Its 9.30 am and I am at my gate waiting for further information to be displayed soon (I hope sooner).


Its 10:42 am and I am inside the plane now, pretty sleak so far. People are still walking about finding their seats or maybe just for the heck of it. I have a window seat and the gentleman next to me has been busy on his blackberry ever since he boarded the flight, you know what that means :) I guess its time to logoff now and enjoy the flight, see you soon.

The terminal looks clean and sleak and as long as I don't lose my luggage I am all praises.

11:35 am (US time), 4:36 PM (UK) Back again! I am trying to have a nice time here, watching the inflight movies, drinking orange juice mixed with lemonaide, atleast a nice way to spend the time. The view outside hasn'd changed for a long time now. We are still flying over the Atlantic ocean at about 40,000 ft and almost approaching Halifax having passed over Sydney some time back (relax, we were not flying over Australia...I am talking 'bout Canada).


1:30Pm (US): The flight just arrived right on time and it has been a pleasant journey. It took me another hour for immigration check and luggage clearance. The actual immigration time was just around 3 minutes but the ques are so long it takes time.

I just had a shower and am trying to rest for a while now. The laptop battery it seems won't last long and the charging unit doesn't fit the US system, so that is the first thing I need to figure out. Second, my T-Mobile UK prepaid sim doesn't work here, although it was supposed to be on roaming.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

...and why am I so calm?

My MBA studies have finished now, infact a month back and I am still not in a panic mode for a job. Unbelievable? Yes even my friends seem to be wondering why am I suddenly so calm about things. Personally I think everything is linked by a chain of events, and each link needs to be taken care of before you can reach the next one (yes there are some shortcuts too, but we won't discuss them now). I am currently into that phase of dealing with these links one at a time and hence I am not that worried or should I say I am calm.


Its been quite some time since I updated my blog. I am on a short trip to America from tomorrow and I hope I will have things to share and perhaps more stories to tell.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

From Inside of Kashmir - In the name of democracy

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Pictures: Aman Farooq (Greater Kashmir)

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Azadi - It's the only thing the Kashmiri wants. Denial is delusion.

Arundhati Roy

For the past sixty days or so, since about the end of June, the people of Kashmir have been free. Free in the most profound sense. They have shrugged off the terror of living their lives in the gun-sights of half-a-million heavily-armed soldiers in the most densely militarised zone in the world.

After 18 years of administering a military occupation, the Indian government's worst nightmare has come true. Having declared that the militant movement has been crushed, it is now faced with a non-violent mass protest, but not the kind it knows how to manage.

The Indian government's worst nightmare has come true. Having declared that the militant movement has been crushed, it is now faced with a non-violent mass protest, but not the kind it knows how to manage.

This one is nourished by people's memory of years of repression in which tens of thousands have been killed, thousands have been 'disappeared', hundreds of thousands tortured, injured, raped and humiliated. That kind of rage, once it finds utterance, cannot easily be tamed, re-bottled and sent back to where it came from. For all these years, the Indian State, known amongst the knowing as the Deep State, has done everything it can to subvert, suppress, represent, misrepresent, discredit, interpret, intimidate, purchase—and simply snuff out the voice of the Kashmiri people. It has used money (lots of it), violence (lots of it), disinformation, propaganda, torture, elaborate networks of collaborators and informers, terror, imprisonment, blackmail and rigged elections to subdue what democrats would call "the will of the people". But now the Deep State, as Deep States eventually tend to, has tripped on its own hubris and bought into its own publicity. It made the mistake of believing that domination was victory, that the 'normalcy' it had enforced through the barrel of a gun was indeed normal, and that the people's sullen silence was acquiescence.

The well-endowed peace industry, speaking on people's behalf, informed us that "Kashmiris are tired of violence and want peace". What kind of peace they were willing to settle for was never clarified. Bollywood's cache of Kashmir/Muslim-terrorist films has brainwashed most Indians into believing that all of Kashmir's sorrows could be laid at the door of evil, people-hating terrorists.

To anybody who cared to ask, or, more importantly, to listen, it was always clear that even in their darkest moments, people in Kashmir had kept the fires burning and that it was not peace they yearned for, but freedom too. Over the last two months, the carefully confected picture of an innocent people trapped between 'two guns', both equally hated, has, pardon the pun, been shot to hell.

A sudden twist of fate, an ill-conceived move over the transfer of 100 acres of state forest land to the Amarnath Shrine Board (which manages the annual Hindu pilgrimage to a cave deep in the Kashmir Himalayas) suddenly became the equivalent of tossing a lit match into a barrel of petrol. Until 1989, the Amarnath pilgrimage used to attract about 20,000 people who travelled to the Amarnath cave over a period of about two weeks. In 1990, when the overtly Islamic militant uprising in the Valley coincided with the spread of virulent Hindutva in the Indian plains, the number of pilgrims began to increase exponentially. By 2008, more than 5,00,000 pilgrims visited the Amarnath cave in large groups, their passage often sponsored by Indian business houses. To many people in the Valley, this dramatic increase in numbers was seen as an aggressive political statement by an increasingly Hindu-fundamentalist Indian State. Rightly or wrongly, the land transfer was viewed as the thin edge of the wedge. It triggered an apprehension that it was the beginning of an elaborate plan to build Israeli-style settlements, and change the demography of the Valley.

Days of massive protest forced the Valley to shut down completely. Within hours, the protests spread from the cities to villages. Young stone-pelters took to the streets and faced armed police who fired straight at them, killing several. For people as well as the government, it resurrected memories of the uprising in the early '90s. Throughout the weeks of protest, hartal and police firing, while the Hindutva publicity machine charged Kashmiris with committing every kind of communal excess, the 5,00,000 Amarnath pilgrims completed their pilgrimage, not just unhurt, but touched by the hospitality they had been shown by local people. Eventually, taken completely by surprise at the ferocity of the response, the government revoked the land transfer.

Hadn't anybody noticed that in Kashmir even minor protests about civic issues like water and electricity inevitably turned into demands for azadi? To threaten them with mass starvation amounted to committing political suicide.

But by then the land transfer had become what senior separatist leader Syed Ali Shah Geelani called a "non-issue". Massive protests against the revocation erupted in Jammu. There, too, the issue snowballed into something much bigger. Hindus began to raise issues of neglect and discrimination by the Indian State. (For some odd reason they blamed Kashmiris for that neglect.) The protests led to the blockading of the Jammu-Srinagar highway, the only functional road link between Kashmir and India. The army was called out to clear the highway and allow safe passage of trucks between Jammu and Srinagar. But incidents of violence against Kashmiri truckers were being reported from as far away as Punjab where there was no protection at all. As a result, Kashmiri truckers, fearing for their lives, refused to drive on the highway. Truckloads of perishable fresh fruit and Valley produce began to rot. It became very obvious that the blockade had caused the situation to spin out of control. The government announced that the blockade had been cleared and that trucks were going through. Embedded sections of the Indian media, quoting the inevitable 'Intelligence' sources, began to refer to it as a 'perceived' blockade, and even to suggest that there had never been one.

But it was too late for those games, the damage had been done. It had been demonstrated in no uncertain terms to people in Kashmir that they lived on sufferance, and that if they didn't behave themselves they could be put under siege, starved, deprived of essential commodities and medical supplies. The real blockade became a psychological one. The last fragile link between India and Kashmir was all but snapped.

To expect matters to end there was of course absurd. Hadn't anybody noticed that in Kashmir even minor protests about civic issues like water and electricity inevitably turned into demands for azadi? To threaten them with mass starvation amounted to committing political suicide. Not surprisingly, the voice that the Government of India has tried so hard to silence in Kashmir has massed into a deafening roar. Hundreds of thousands of unarmed people have come out to reclaim their cities, their streets and mohallas. They have simply overwhelmed the heavily armed security forces by their sheer numbers, and with a remarkable display of raw courage.

Raised in a playground of army camps, checkposts and bunkers, with screams from torture chambers for a soundtrack, the young generation has suddenly discovered the power of mass protest, and above all, the dignity of being able to straighten their shoulders and speak for themselves, represent themselves. For them it is nothing short of an epiphany. They're in full flow, not even the fear of death seems to hold them back.

And once that fear has gone, of what use is the largest or second-largest army in the world? What threat does it hold? Who should know that better than the people of India who won their independence in the way that they did? The circumstances in Kashmir being what they are, it is hard for the spin doctors to fall back on the same old same old; to claim that it's all the doing of Pakistan's ISI, or that people are being coerced by militants. Since the '30s onwards, the question of who can claim the right to represent that elusive thing known as "Kashmiri sentiment" has been bitterly contested.

This time around, the people are in charge. The armed militants, who through the worst years of repression were seen carrying the torch of azadi, are content to let people do the fighting. The separatist leaders are not leaders so much as followers.

Was it Sheikh Abdullah? The Muslim Conference? Who is it today? The mainstream political parties? The Hurriyat? The militants? This time around, the people are in charge. There have been mass rallies in the past, but none in recent memory that have been so sustained and widespread. The mainstream political parties of Kashmir—the National Conference, the People's Democratic Party—feted by the Deep State and the Indian media despite the pathetic voter turnout in election after election appear dutifully for debates in New Delhi's TV studios, but can't muster the courage to appear on the streets of Kashmir. The armed militants who, through the worst years of repression, were seen as the only ones carrying the torch of azadi forward, if they are around at all, seem to be content to take a backseat and let people do the fighting for a change.

The separatist leaders who do appear and speak at the rallies are not leaders so much as followers, being guided by the phenomenal spontaneous energy of a caged, enraged people that has exploded on Kashmir's streets. The leaders, such as they are, have been presented with a full-blown revolution. The only condition seems to be that they have to do as the people say. If they say things that people do not wish to hear, they are gently persuaded to come out, publicly apologise and correct their course. This applies to all of them, including Syed Ali Shah Geelani who at a public rally recently proclaimed himself the movement's only leader. It was a monumental political blunder that very nearly shattered the fragile new alliance between the various factions of the struggle. Within hours he retracted his statement. Like it or not, this is democracy. No democrat can pretend otherwise.

Day after day, hundreds of thousands of people swarm around places that hold terrible memories for them. They demolish bunkers, break through cordons of concertina wire and stare straight down the barrels of soldiers' machine-guns, saying what very few in India want to hear. Hum kya chahte? Azadi! We Want Freedom. And, it has to be said, in equal numbers and with equal intensity: Jeevey Jeevey Pakistan. Long live Pakistan.
That sound reverberates through the Valley like the drumbeat of steady rain on a tin roof, like the roll of thunder before an electric storm. It's the plebiscite that was never held, the referendum that has been indefinitely postponed.

On August 15, India's Independence Day, the city of Srinagar shut down completely. The Bakshi stadium where Governor N.N. Vohra hoisted the flag was empty except for a few officials. Hours later, Lal Chowk, the nerve centre of the city (where in 1992, Murli Manohar Joshi, BJP leader and mentor of the controversial "Hinduisation" of children's history textbooks, started a tradition of flag-hoisting by the Border Security Force), was taken over by thousands of people who hoisted the Pakistani flag and wished each other "Happy belated Independence Day" (Pakistan celebrates Independence on August 14) and "Happy Slavery Day".

Humour, obviously, has survived India's many torture centres and Abu Ghraibs in Kashmir.
On August 16, more than 3,00,000 people marched to Pampore, to the village of Hurriyat leader Sheikh Abdul Aziz, who was shot down in cold blood five days earlier. He was part of a massive march to the Line of Control demanding that since the Jammu road had been blocked, it was only logical that the Srinagar-Muzaffarabad highway be opened for goods and people, the way it used to be before Kashmir was partitioned. On August 18, an equal number gathered in Srinagar in the huge TRC grounds (Tourist Reception Centre, not the Truth and Reconciliation Committee) close to the United Nations Military Observers Group in India and Pakistan (UNMOGIP) to submit a memorandum asking for three things—the end to Indian rule, the deployment of a UN Peacekeeping Force and an investigation into two decades of war crimes committed with almost complete impunity by the Indian army and police. The day before the rally the Deep State was hard at work.

Replace the word Islam with the word Hindutva, replace the word Pakistan with Hindustan, replace the sea of green flags with saffron ones and you have BJP's nightmare vision of an ideal India.

A senior journalist friend called to say that late in the afternoon the home secretary called a high-level meeting in New Delhi. Also present were the defence secretary and the intelligence chiefs. The purpose of the meeting, he said, was to brief the editors of TV news channels that the government had reason to believe that the insurrection was being managed by a small splinter cell of the ISI and to request the channels to keep this piece of exclusive, highly secret intelligence in mind while covering (or preferably not covering?) the news from Kashmir. Unfortunately for the Deep State, things have gone so far that TV channels, were they to obey those instructions, would run the risk of looking ridiculous. Thankfully, it looks as though this revolution will, after all, be televised.

On the night of August 17, the police sealed the city. Streets were barricaded, thousands of armed police manned the barriers. The roads leading into Srinagar were blocked. For the first time in eighteen years, the police had to plead with Hurriyat leaders to address the rally at the TRC grounds instead of marching right up to the UNMOGIP office which is on Gupkar Road, Srinagar's Green Zone where, for years, the Indian Establishment has barricaded itself in style and splendour.

On the morning of the 18th, people began pouring into Srinagar from villages and towns across the Valley. In trucks, tempos, jeeps, buses and on foot. Once again, barriers were broken and people reclaimed their city. The police were faced with a choice of either stepping aside or executing a massacre. They stepped aside. Not a single bullet was fired.
The city floated on a sea of smiles. There was ecstasy in the air. Everyone had a banner; houseboat owners, traders, students, lawyers, doctors. One said, "We are all prisoners, set us free." Another said, "Democracy without freedom is Demon-crazy". Demon Crazy. That was a good one. Perhaps he was referring to the twisted logic of a country that needed to commit communal carnage in order to bolster its secular credentials. Or the insanity that permits the world's largest democracy to administer the world's largest military occupation and continue to call itself a democracy.

There was a green flag on every lamp post, every roof, every bus stop and on the top of chinar trees. A big one fluttered outside the All India Radio building. Road signs to Hazratbal, Batmaloo, Sopore were painted over. Rawalpindi they said. Or simply Pakistan. It would be a mistake to assume that the public expression of affection for Pakistan automatically translates into a desire to accede to Pakistan.

Some of it has to do with gratitude for the support—cynical or otherwise—for what Kashmiris see as a freedom struggle and the Indian State sees as a terrorist campaign. It also has to do with mischief. With saying and doing what galls India, the enemy, most of all. (It's easy to scoff at the idea of a 'freedom struggle' that wishes to distance itself from a country that is supposed to be a democracy and align itself with another that has, for the most part, been ruled by military dictators. A country whose army has committed genocide in what is now Bangladesh. A country that is even now being torn apart by its own ethnic war. These are important questions, but right now perhaps it's more useful to wonder what this so-called democracy did in Kashmir to make people hate it so.)

What will free Kashmir be like? Will the hundreds of thousands of Kashmiri Pandits living in exile be allowed to return, paid reparations for their losses?

Everywhere there were Pakistani flags, everywhere the cry, Pakistan se rishta kya? La ilaha illa llah. What is our bond with Pakistan? There is no god but Allah. Azadi ka matlab kya? La ilaha illallah. What does Freedom mean? There is no god but Allah. For somebody like myself, who is not Muslim, that interpretation of freedom is hard—if not impossible—to understand. I asked a young woman whether freedom for Kashmir would not mean less freedom for her, as a woman. She shrugged and said, "What kind of freedom do we have now? The freedom to be raped by Indian soldiers?" Her reply silenced me.

Standing in the grounds of the TRC, surrounded by a sea of green flags, it was impossible to doubt or ignore the deeply Islamic nature of the uprising taking place around me. It was equally impossible to label it a vicious, terrorist jehad. For Kashmiris, it was a catharsis. A historical moment in a long and complicated struggle for freedom with all the imperfections, cruelties and confusions that freedom struggles have. This one cannot by any means call itself pristine, and will always be stigmatised by, and will some day, I hope, have to account for—among other things—the brutal killings of Kashmiri Pandits in the early years of the uprising, culminating in the exodus of almost the entire community from the Kashmir Valley.

As the crowd continued to swell, I listened carefully to the slogans, because rhetoric often clarifies things and holds the key to all kinds of understanding. I'd heard many of them before, a few years ago, at a militant's funeral. A new one, obviously coined after the blockade, was Kashmir ki mandi! Rawalpindi! (It doesn't lend itself to translation, but it means—Kashmir's marketplace? Rawalpindi!) Another was Khooni lakir tod do, aar paar jod do (Break down the blood-soaked Line of Control, let Kashmir be united again). There were plenty of insults and humiliation for India: Ay jabiron ay zalimon, Kashmir hamara chhod do (Oh oppressors, Oh wicked ones, Get out of our Kashmir). Jis Kashmir ko khoon se seencha, woh Kashmir hamara hai (The Kashmir we have irrigated with our blood, that Kashmir is ours!).

The slogan that cut through me like a knife and clean broke my heart was this one: Nanga bhookha Hindustan, jaan se pyaara Pakistan (Naked, starving India, More precious than life itself—Pakistan). Why was it so galling, so painful to listen to this? I tried to work it out and settled on three reasons. First, because we all know that the first part of the slogan is the embarrassing and unadorned truth about India, the emerging superpower. Second, because all Indians who are not nanga or bhookha are—and have been—complicit in complex and historical ways with the cruel cultural and economic systems that make Indian society so cruel, so vulgarly unequal.

And third, because it was painful to listen to people who have suffered so much themselves mock others who suffer in different ways, but no less intensely, under the same oppressor. In that slogan I saw the seeds of how easily victims can become perpetrators. It took hours for Mirwaiz Umer Farooq and Syed Ali Shah Geelani to wade through the thronging crowds and make it onto the podium. When they arrived, they were born aloft on the shoulders of young men, over the surging crowd to the podium. The roar of greeting was deafening. Mirwaiz Umer spoke first. He repeated the demand that the Armed Forces Special Powers Act, Disturbed Areas Act and Public Safety Act—under which thousands have been killed, jailed and tortured—be withdrawn.

Of course, there are many ways for the Indian State to hold on to Kashmir. A few strategic massacres, a couple of targeted assassinations, some disappearances and a round of arrests should do the trick for a few more years.

He called for the release of political prisoners, for the Srinagar-Muzaffarabad road to be opened for the free movement of goods and people, and for the demilitarisation of the Kashmir Valley. Syed Ali Shah Geelani began his address with a recitation from the Quran. He then said what he has said before, on hundreds of occasions. The only way for the struggle to succeed, he said, was to turn to the Quran for guidance. He said Islam would guide the struggle and that it was a complete social and moral code that would govern the people of a free Kashmir. He said Pakistan had been created as the home of Islam, and that that goal should never be subverted. He said just as Pakistan belonged to Kashmir, Kashmir belonged to Pakistan. He said minority communities would have full rights and their places of worship would be safe. Each point he made was applauded.

Oddly enough, the apparent doctrinal clarity of what he said made everything a little unclear. I wondered how the somewhat disparate views of the various factions in the freedom struggle would resolve themselves—the Jammu and Kashmir Liberation Front's vision of an independent state, Geelani's desire to merge with Pakistan and Mirwaiz Umer Farooq balanced precariously between them.

An old man with a red eye standing next to me said, "Kashmir was one country. Half was taken by India, the other half by Pakistan. Both by force. We want freedom." I wondered if, in the new dispensation, the old man would get a hearing. I wondered what he would think of the trucks that roared down the highways in the plains of India, owned and driven by men who knew nothing of history, or of Kashmir, but still had slogans on their tailgates that said, "Doodh maango to kheer denge, Kashmir maango to cheer denge (Ask for milk, you'll get cream; Ask for Kashmir, we'll tear you open)."

Briefly, I had another thought. I imagined myself standing in the heart of an RSS or VHP rally being addressed by L.K. Advani. Replace the word Islam with the word Hindutva, replace the word Pakistan with Hindustan, replace the sea of green flags with saffron ones, and we would have the BJP's nightmare vision of an ideal India. Is that what we should accept as our future? Monolithic religious states handing down a complete social and moral code, "a complete way of life"? Millions of us in India reject the Hindutva project. Our rejection springs from love, from passion, from a kind of idealism, from having enormous emotional stakes in the society in which we live. What our neighbours do, how they choose to handle their affairs does not affect our argument, it only strengthens it.

Arguments that spring from love are also fraught with danger. It is for the people of Kashmir to agree or disagree with the Islamic project (which is as contested, in equally complex ways, all over the world by Muslims as Hindutva is contested by Hindus). Perhaps now that the threat of violence has receded and there is some space in which to debate views and air ideas, it is time for those who are part of the struggle to outline a vision for what kind of society they are fighting for. Perhaps it is time to offer people something more than martyrs, slogans and vague generalisations. Those who wish to turn to the Quran for guidance will no doubt find guidance there. But what of those who do not wish to do that, or for whom the Quran does not make place? Do the Hindus of Jammu and other minorities also have the right to self-determination? Will the hundreds of thousands of Kashmiri Pandits living in exile, many of them in terrible poverty, have the right to return? Will they be paid reparations for the terrible losses they have suffered? Or will a free Kashmir do to its minorities what India has done to Kashmiris for 61 years? What will happen to homosexuals and adulterers and blasphemers? What of thieves and lafangas and writers who do not agree with the "complete social and moral code"? Will we be put to death as we are in Saudi Arabia? Will the cycle of death, repression and bloodshed continue? History offers many models for Kashmir's thinkers and intellectuals and politicians to study. What will the Kashmir of their dreams look like? Algeria? Iran? South Africa? Switzerland? Pakistan?
At a crucial time like this, few things are more important than dreams. A lazy utopia and a flawed sense of justice will have consequences that do not bear thinking about. This is not the time for intellectual sloth or a reluctance to assess a situation clearly and honestly. It could be argued that the prevarication of Maharaja Hari Singh in 1947 has been Kashmir's great modern tragedy, one that eventually led to unthinkable bloodshed and the prolonged bondage of people who were very nearly free.

Already the spectre of partition has reared its head. Hindutva networks are alive with rumours about Hindus in the Valley being attacked and forced to flee. In response, phone calls from Jammu reported that an armed Hindu militia was threatening a massacre and that Muslims from the two Hindu majority districts were preparing to flee. (Memories of the bloodbath that ensued and claimed the lives of more than a million people when India and Pakistan were partitioned have come flooding back. That nightmare will haunt all of us forever.)

There is absolutely no reason to believe that history will repeat itself. Not unless it is made to. Not unless people actively work to create such a cataclysm. However, none of these fears of what the future holds can justify the continued military occupation of a nation and a people. No more than the old colonial argument about how the natives were not ready for freedom justified the colonial project. Of course there are many ways for the Indian State to continue to hold on to Kashmir. It could do what it does best. Wait. And hope the people's energy will dissipate in the absence of a concrete plan. It could try and fracture the fragile coalition that is emerging. It could extinguish this non-violent uprising and reinvite armed militancy. It could increase the number of troops from half-a-million to a whole million. A few strategic massacres, a couple of targeted assassinations, some disappearances and a massive round of arrests should do the trick for a few more years.

The unimaginable sums of public money that are needed to keep the military occupation of Kashmir going is money that ought by right to be spent on schools and hospitals and food for an impoverished, malnourished population in India. What kind of government can possibly believe that it has the right to spend it on more weapons, more concertina wire and more prisons in Kashmir?

The Indian military occupation of Kashmir makes monsters of us all.It allows Hindu chauvinists to target and victimise Muslims in India by holding them hostage to the freedom struggle being waged by Muslims in Kashmir. It's all being stirred into a poisonous brew and administered intravenously, straight into our bloodstream.
At the heart of it all is a moral question. Does any government have the right to take away people's liberty with military force?

India needs azadi from Kashmir just as much—if not more—than Kashmir needs azadi from India.

The article was originally published in THE GUARDIAN 22nd August 2008

India today - Defensive and Scared!!!

Even as life in Kashmir today completed its full month of the most harsh civil curfew which witnessed numerous killings, torture and humiliations of the civilian population at the hands of the Indian armed forces, the Ministry of External Affairs is making a joke of itself.

Earlier on when Pakistan expressed its dissent over Indian barbarism in Kashmir, the MEA was quick to respond, negating the comments as a Pakistani rhetoric to internationalise the Kashmir issue. Even as the people of Kashmir were being subjected to an Economic Blockade leading to severe shortage of food, medicine and other supplies into the region, the Indian government acted blind to the situation.

It was also perhaps the first time that the OIC (Organisation for Islamic Conference) which is comprises 57 sovereign states, raised its concerns over India's handling of the situation and its excessive use of lethal ammunition on the civilian population. As the organisation of these states urged India to end its violent behaviour in Kashmir, India rebuffed the OIC, stating that Kashmir is India's internal affair and other countries have no locus standi on the issue.

The situation in Kashmir is so bad that even the UN had to intervene. The UN said some weeks back that its monitoring the situation in Kashmir and is considering whether the Sectary General to comment on it or not. This was perhaps a hint to India, a suggestion to put its house in order. India continues to stand by its use of brute force to enforce its occupation of Kashmir, the situation has become so grave that the UN was finally forced to issue a statement calling India to respect the right to freedom of assembly and expression, and comply with international human rights principles in controlling the demonstrators in Kashmir. The Acting High Commissioner called for thorough and independent investigations into all killings that have been caused by Indian armed forces so far. India has to been so back to the wall that it has suddenly so scared, that it has lost all respect for International opinion.

India crossed all limits of arrogance when rejected the UN statement as uncalled for and irresponsible and that it does not need any advise. It is a sure sign of getting defensive, and even though, what the ultimate fate of this region should or would be is debatable, the writing on the wall is LOUD and CLEAR - Kashmiris don't want India.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Kashmir! How small is this piece of land

It isn't small by any margin, in fact larger than many independent countries.

The once sovereign state of Kashmir includes the present Indian-Occupied lands of the Kashmir valley, Ladakh and Jammu; the Pakistani- occupied lands of the Northern Areas and Azad Kashmir, and the Chinese-Occupied region of Aksai Chin.

The total Land Area of Kashmir is: 264921 km² comprising of -

India Occupied areas of : -
Kashmir: Area 78,955 km²
Ladakh: Area 45,110 km²
Jammu: Area 12,378 km²

Pakistan Occupied areas of : -
Northern Area: Area 72,496 km²
Azad Kashmir: Area 13,297 km²

China Occupied area of : -
Aksai Chin : Area 42,685 km²

Interestingly the other small nations of the world include:

Austria: Area 83,872 km²

Italy: Area 301,318 km²

Poland: Area 312,679 km²

Germany: Area 357,021 km²

4th day of non stop curfew in Srinagar

The curfew imposed by Indian authorities to gag the popular voice in Srinagar, entered the 4th day today. This is the most harsh and brutal curfew seen anywhere in the modern world. A group of International journalists who tried to distribute some eatables and beverages where a witness to the highhandedness of the occupying forces. When asked "Do you want people to die of starvation?", the troops answered "Yes". Distribution of any eatable or beverage amounts to violation of curfew, a curfew which has entered its 4th day and hasn't seen a break yet.

The administration hasn't even spared the hospitals from their ruthlessness. "We had no medical supplies and equipments in store, not even cotton and bandage," the doctors at the Bone and Joint Hospital in Srinagar said. "Then the ICRC (International Committee for Red Cross) provided some 2000 pounds of cotton besides other essentials to the hospital." The blocking of the highways by the Indian communal forces has been the root cause of most of the problems, and imposing an indefinite curfew has ensured that people can't make local purchases also.

Ambulances and medical staff have never been stopped anywhere in the world even in the most difficult times of wars, but the Indian policy in Kashmir is different. Here innocent civilians are hurt with batons and in many cases fired upon and then ambulances aren't allowed to ply on the road. An ambulance carrying one woman from Bapora from South Kashmir, was stopped by Indian armed troops and wasn't allowed to head towards the hospital in Srinagar, the woman needed immediate medical attention, and died.

And you thought that Saddam committed war crimes. India has been doing this for the last 20 years. Even the bakers who tried were stopped from preparing bread for the local consumption, and were threatened by the Indian troops. The people have nothing to eat and with each passing day the children are starving.

Ironically India claims to be a civilised society and a democratic nation and attempts to join the international fraternity, but in Kashmir, India behaviour is nothing but barbaric, perhaps a true representation of its reality.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

3 Days 3 Nights of House Arrest

Detainees: People of Kashmir

Aggressors: Indian Armed Military forces

Crime: Peaceful processions demanding freedom

Aggressor's Strategy: Strangulate the people to strangulate their voices

Tactics: Military at your door steps with shoot at sight orders, with occasional intrusion into homes and beating up inmates

"My brother had gone to get milk for the family," said Hilal Ahmad. "We heard a noise and rushed outside and saw my brother being beaten. My father then started to cry out to leave his son alone and the soldiers shot him. We are ordinary shopkeepers and [soldiers] used to come to our shop to buy milk. They knew us. Why did they kill us?"

Source: The Guardian, Tuesday August 26 2008

Daily routine - Breakfast: Tea...yes tea alone for lack of milk and bread, Dinner:Home grown vegetables and rice, Daily activity: See someone getting beaten up, or worse killed.

Night: You don't sleep, just pray that the Indian military personnel don't barge into your house in the night and hurt your family.

Summary: State Sponsored Terrorism

Fact: August had 26 days and 25 nights till today, in Kashmir most people spent 20 of these days and nights under Civil Curfew and shoot at sight orders from the Indian administration. It shouldn't be that hard to imagine the physical and emotional stress of being under occupation!

Monday, August 25, 2008

Nearly 5000 years of civilization - This is Kashmir

It was enlightening to learn that the Kashmir Civilization dates back nearly 5000 years, in which Kashmiri people cultivated their ways of being and sense of their identity. I found an interesting piece of literature, that not only sheds light on who is who, but goes beyond.

"KASHMIRI NATIONALISM MYTH OR REALITY" - Bashir Assad

Ace writers and scholars have offered several explanations to the separatism (political mobilization) in Kashmir and many others have tried to peep into the contemporary history to trace the origin of separatism and separatist tendency in Kashmir. A few, of course, have devised options for the resolution of Kashmir problem in the historical perspective of the problem, especially in view of the declining violence and the outbreak of peace in the state. Not for the first time, there is a widespread belief that this round of talks could actually lead to a time-bound and final settlement of this long-festering dispute between the two South Asian states. However, any solution has to be acceptable not just to the governments but also to the people. What the final shape will be, only time will tell.

There are various options being considered, including converting the Line of Control into an international border, or dividing the huge state into territories along religious lines and then parcelling them out - the Muslim valley to Pakistan, Hindu Jammu and Buddhist Ladakh to India. Notwithstanding the intractableness of the Kashmir problem, the question, however, arises. Can Kashmir be divided if the need arises? No, the Kashmiri leaders are opposed to any such idea not because of the political hegemony over their brethren but because of the Kashmiri nationalism.

Before discussing Kashimiri nationalism it merits a mention here that in the history of political philosophies, there has never been an idea so abused to suit everyone's need as the term 'nationalism.' Albert Einstein called it juvenile delinquency. The concept of nationalism has killed more people than any other idea in human history. When the Government of India imposes its will on the state of Jammu & Kashmir, it does so in the name of 'Indian nationalism' a nationalism born during India's freedom struggle. India insists that Kashmir is part of India, that Kashmiri nationalism is nothing more than a subset of Indian nationalism. When Kashmiris talk of an independent Kashmir they do so in the name of Kashmiri nationalism. And Kashmiri nationalists insist that all Kashmiris, irrespective of religion or region, are part of Kashmir and there is no nationalism beyond or below Kashmiri nationalism.

These Kashmiri nationalists offer a very unique explanation to the variant of separatism in Kashmir which has roots in the ancient history. They describe the contemporary history since 1947 as vague and illusive. It was highlighted more than once by the Kashmiri nationalists headed by Muhammad Yasin Malik, Chairman J&K Liberation Front during the recent Safar-e-Azadi. Immaterial of peoples voice as the basis of authority to govern and as a basis of political leadership in Kashmir, in principle and in procedure being absent, the fact remains that the strongest voice in Kashmir is of the Kashmiri nationalist leader M. Yasin Malik.

Here we are supposed to discuss the Kashmiri nationalism in its entirety as put forward by the liberation front leader M. Yasin Malik. Let us exemplify the Kashmiri nationalism in its historical perspective. First, the history of India dates back to Mohanjhodaro and Harappa civilization which is only 4000 years old when the Kashmiri recorded history is 4900 years old. Kashmiri civilization is even older than the Mesopotamia civilization. Second; Kashmiri civilization based on Shivism is unique in sum and substance as it would not be influenced by the Indian Hinduism or for that matter the Budhuism. In Kashmir Shivism, Shiva was the ultimate reality and the essence of all that there is in the world. There was nothing else but Shiva, therefore there was no subject or object. This is exactly what was reflected in Kashmiri Sufism after so many centuries when Rishi order was established in Kashmir by Sheikh Noor ud Din fondly remembered as Nund Reshi and Lalleshwari fondly known as Lalla Ded.

Now civilizations had to exist congenially, then how did the clash of civilizations of India and Kashmir begin? There are two explanations given to this kind of clash. One; Shivism in Kashmir was not be influenced by Hinduism in India. There are eighteen shaloks of the Bhagwat Gita and the Kashmiri Shivism had thirteen of its own having no resemblance with the Bhag watGita. Two; Hindus of India accepted Lord Rama as their Bhagwan but the Shiv Bhakts of Kashmir didn't, why? It is said that the third but most beloved wife of Raja Dashrat , Kaykee was the daughter of a Kashmiri Pandit. She was desirous to see her son Bharat to be on the throne. However, it would not happen and Lord Rama after completing 14 years exile became the king. Here starts the clash between Kashmiri Pandits and Indian Brahmans. One more thing which too merits a mention is that Nag Arjun, a tribal chief was not acceptable to the Kashmiris because of being Indian Brahmin. He had to wait at the outer borders of Kashmir for six months and when he accepted the worship of Lord Shiva only then he was given entry into the vale of Kashmir

Then came Buddhism. As the vale of Kashmir was known as Sarada Peeth, the seat of the goddess of learning, the Buddha himself is reported to have said that this beautiful valley would be the best place for meditation and prayer. Buddhism came to Kashmir soon after Buddha's time. Asoka was the first great royal patron of Buddhism in Kashmir. In the third century B.C., he created the capital of Kashmir at Puranadhishthana (now called Pandarethan) near present-day Srinagar. He built hundreds of chaityas and viharas and settled 5,000 Buddhist monks in the valley. Scholars and learned monks converged at Harwan and stayed for six months to discuss and interpret sacred Buddhist texts. This was one of the greatest meetings of Buddhist intellectuals the world had seen. But this too would not change the demography of Kashmiris who continued to worship Lord Shiva. But this never means that the Kashmiri civilization was too rigid to accept changes. In fact, the society was built on a flexible cultural transition and every traveler had some sort of impinging ability and would leave some imprints on the society. The culture was open and receptive to the ideas, that is why Lord Budha himself made the aforementioned assertions. We can only assert, although Shivism was dominant it was flexible at the same time and within its spiritual influence one could perceive the influence of Budhism as well.

My point is that this rich philosophical tradition and the resultant cultural openness had definite implications for the religious orientation of the people. Religion, therefore, could never acquire a rigid form in Kashmir which one would observe specifically at the time when Islam was introduced in Kashmir. This indicates the flexibility of the philosophical tradition and cultural openness. The rigidity of Indian civilization was never felt in Kashmir, as such it was always a separate entity. My point is that separatism runs in blood and veins of Kashmiris.?

Kashmiri Hindu is universally recognized as Kashmiri Pandit not as Kashmiri Hindus. In the same manner Islam did not mark any break in the cultural and philosophical tradition, though it brought about great transformation in its society. It was in quite resemblance with the philosophical way of thinking of Kashmiris. In my earlier write-ups I had more than once written that the change over to Islam in Kashmir was a gradual process of social transition. However, this cultural openness, philosophical sensibility, idealistic humanism and abiding faith in the grace of God, put together form the basis of Kashimiri identity best envisaged in the composite culture. Is this not separatism.

We have the Sufi order of Islam which played a great role in laying down the humanist foundations of Islam in Kashmir. The Sufi order was a continuity of the old tradition of Shaivism and the new ideas of Islam. Again separate from the rest civilizations. Let me exemplify this; the Mughal empire was the second largest Muslim empire of the world. But Kashmiris never accepted their domain willfully, instead fought with them for sixteen years to protect and preserve their separate identity.

Now let me discuss mobilisation along religious lines in Kashmir. Religious collectivity has been recognized as a specific entity suffering from material deprivations, the eradication of which could be met through measures such as political representation. Political mobilisation along religious lines( religious collectivity) in Kashmir started in late sixties or early seventies when Jamat-e- Islamia was founded. The Jamat clerics and missionaries like other nationalist forces demanded right to self determination but with religious overtones to implement Shariah (Islamic Rule). It had some acceptability to the extent of Islamic research but was never accepted as a political force which would be an alternative to Sheikh Abdullah's National Conference or Late Maqbool Bhat's Liberation Front. This is the real separatism of Kashimiri people. Anyway, had the mobilisation by the religious community been massive and visible and had the counter mobilisation by the opposing community been weak, the state in all probability would have conceded the demand. Let me clear it again; the demands made were legitimate but had a religious cover. My point is that the claim to nationhood or nationality by a religious collectivity willy nilly implies the process of cultural homogenization, that is, evolving and imposing a common life-style.

I hold no brief either for communal divisions or calls for independence. But I firmly believe that Kashmiri nationalism advocated by Muhammad Yasin Malik and his cohorts is the best way of representing the wishes and aspirations of the Kashimiri people. In fact, considering that Kashmiris keep harping on how important freedom or the right to self-determination is, surely they must be the first to recognise the rights of Jammu or Ladakhis (or for that matter, the people of Gilgit, Baltistan, and other regions in Kashmir) to make similar demands. Especially since there is no guarantee of religious freedom!

There is no doubt that the very concept of nationalism will be thoroughly tested and re-examined in the decades ahead and hopefully the world will come up with a better ideology to strengthen states.

*(The author can be mailed at bashirassad @rediffmail.com)

The Indian formula that works...or has it?

If the protest is peaceful you don't have a reason to kill and hurt the people, so make sure you instigate violence from the people and then kill them.

This is the formula that has been working for the Indian Occupying Armed forces. After killing around 30 civilians in the occupied territory of Kashmir in a week's time, the Indian armed forces could help but feel frustrated by not being able to cause any more causalities.

Seeing the Indian armed forces going on a killing spree, the Kashmiri people decided to make their "March for Freedom", as peaceful as it could be. One had started to witness a new dawn in Kashmir, with the people resorting to employ the Gandhian principles of peaceful protests against the aggressor's occupation. Even the people who had resorted to the use of arms against the India's 60 years of occupation of the sovereign land of Kashmir, said they would shun the violent path and support the non-violent means of protesting against the occupation.

India had other designs, it has continued to camouflage the freedom marches, which have had participation of half to a million people in Kashmir, as a communal issue, which it definitely is not. Having failed to stop the people from demanding what is rightfully their's, the Indian armed forces are back at it again. They have imposed indefinite curfew in the Kashmir valley, which has already been subjected to an economic blockade by India. How this manifests at the grass root level is very significant; these measures mean that people don't have access to essentials, including but not limited to food and medicines. The local news channels have been banned, reporters aren't allowed to cover the footage of the Indian armed forces going on a rampage, which many times in the past has exposed the Indian policy in Kashmir.

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Clear signs of normalcy: The city centre converted into a fortress by Indian armed forces

Photo: Habib Naqash/ Greater Kashmir

While India continues to press that the situation is normal in Kashmir and the top politicians, like Mr. Arun Jaitley of the Bratiya Janata Party (BJP) so shamelessly saying on international media that there was no economic blockade of the valley...the ground situation is dying to differ. Kashmiri's continue to be labelled as violent, yes I admit violent, for being most hospitable to the people of other communities (providing them with food and water, when the valley was being subjected to economic sanctions), while India is being most democratic and secular: for preventing people from voicing their opinions and concerns, for attacking Kashmiri citizens and truckers on the highways (many have been attacked by communal mobs and 1 killed in petrol bomb attack), and there is no media coverage of these events.

Today as Kashmir prepared for another peaceful march to the city centre (Lal Chowk), the Kashmiri leaders were arrested (reasons cited: for their own safety), and since morning the Indian armed forces (now not just limited to the Reserve police forces but including the regular army also) have managed to kill 4 civilians and injure 50 others - they still claim these measures are for peace. The Indian army personnel have been regular visitors to Kashmiri houses in the recent days, threatening the civilians of dire consequences if they participate in any protest march. The tactics are not just limited to threats, but involve violence against the civilians - beating up young boys and thrashing people without provocation (indeed terror is the main weapon for occupation but as the past 20 years have witnessed, India has failed on this front). India has deployed even more armed forces on the streets of Srinagar (the capital of Kashmir) and other districts, as if the previous tally of 1 Indian armed personnel for every 13 civilians in Kashmir, wasn't enough to gag the voice of the Kashmir Revolution.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Who when and where...

I went to Madame Tussaud's in Baker Street, London today. I had been planning this for a while now, but the trip could never mature: one because something else always came up and two because I don't think the ticket prices are justified (£22 to £40). Anyway I got lucky and was able to go on a corporate account which made the going very cheap (£6.25 per head).

I had taken my camera and had thought of capturing my pictures with many celebrities in their wax forms. But there I was, little confused at first and then I knew, it was Saurav Ganguly, the Ex- Captain of the Indian Cricket team. This was my chance to catch the moment with this celebrity in flesh and blood. Over all it was a nice experience with meeting Saurav adding the extra bit of money's worth.

Friday, August 22, 2008

The Islamists!

I was at the mosque for the Friday noon prayers, another beautiful sunny day. The talk was about the holy month of Ramazan which starts 31st August this year. This is the month of fasting rendered as a duty on all Muslims, and by muslims I mean those that came after Prophet Muhammad (may Almighty's peace and blessings be upon him) and those that came before him, those we call the Jews and Christians.

The purpose of fasting is to deprive not all the lusts, the lust for food and for all the other things men today fight for. This is a month of practicing the virtues of truthfulness, empathy and mercy. The night prayers (Taraveeh) are scheduled to be held from 9pm to 11pm and as such the brethren were requested to be conscious of their neighbours sentiments and peace. "Please avoid coming in your cars as it may be a source of noise, please also try to leave quietly after your prayers so that the neighbours (non-muslims and not praying muslims) might not be disturbed". It was good to see the sensibility coming straight from people who are most listened to and followed.

A lot has changed since the time of the Prophet, the appearance of the muslims, their behaviours and language, what hasn't changed is the message of Islam. The message which says that one is not a believer till he desires for others what he desires for himself, the message which sees it in shame for one to eat to his appetite while his neighbour goes hungry. Islam is and will remain the message of peace and tolerance though many so called muslims among us might not follow the message in principle.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Kashmir needs freedom from India: Arundhati Roy

Avijit Ghosh - The Times of India

SRINAGAR: Activist and author Arundhati Roy, who was present at the massive Monday rally, said that the people of Kashmir have made themselves abundantly clear. “And if no one is listening then it is because they don't want to hear. Because this is a referendum. People don't need anyone to represent them; they are representing themselves. As somebody who has followed people's movements and who has been in rallies and at the heart or the edge of things, I don't think you can dispute what you see here,” she told TOI .
Roy also said that “since the 1930s, there have been debates and disputes about who has the right to represent the Kashmiri people, whether it was Hari Singh or Sheikh Abdullah or someone else. And the debate continues till today whether it is the Hurriyat or some other party.”
Then she added, “But I think today the people have represented themselves.”
Roy concluded with words, “India needs azadi from Kashmir as much as Kashmir needs azadi from India.”

And it’s more than a tempest in a teacup, writes Carin Jodha Fischer

Carin Jodha - Greater Kashmir

History sometimes draws parallels from the strangest of places. As I am sitting here still trying to digest the magnitude of lakhs of people peacefully gathering near the Srinagar Tourist Reception Centre to once again demand their right to freedom and self-determination, I can’t help but think of the similarity of circumstances having led to the Boston Tea Party and later the infamous “shot that changed the world.” Peacenik that I am, I hesitate to tap into the spirit of the American revolutionary war, having left that country convinced that its post-9/11 actions effectively rendered useless most democratic principles its founding fathers had embraced. Yet, today I can’t help but reflect on other significant outpours of the will of the people and the momentous effect they had on their nations’ course of history. I so hope that the world will finally take more informed notice of a massive and peaceful movement for change that cannot and should not be quelled in its present form.
The current set of circumstances that has finally re-injected revolutionary fervor into the people of Kashmir shares uncanny similarities with the brewing discontent over injustices suffered in colonial America, eventually causing it to break away from a Britain that was trying to become too Great. Consider this: Boston tea traders objected to unreasonable tax policies imposed on the import of tea, leading to a symbolic “economic blockade” of tea-carrying ships entering Boston harbor, the only trade route into that part of the country at the time; prior to revolting against Britain’s discriminatory trade policies vis-à-vis its colony, much popular discontent had begun to ferment over insensitivities of British governors dispatched to America and their discriminatory land speculations; people had also increasingly risen up against unfair treatment by British troops dished out to the residents of the colony while trying to establish a more separate identity. It was hardly a tempest in a teacup, when something initially shrugged off as temporary unrest led to a declaration of independence that eventually reshaped how other countries were being governed. You must admit that there is a certain commonality of events, even if we are looking at apples here instead of tea, and even if yet another declaration of independence by the Kashmiri people may not have the same resounding effect on the rest of the world. But as revolutionary history teaches us, deeply felt sentiments, reflecting the will of an entire nation of people, should never be discounted as temporary or insignificant, nor should they be automatically labeled as frightening.
Having lived in Kashmir for less than a year, I can only look at its often-brutal post partition history through the filter of revisionist historians’ perspectives. Admittedly, because I was never here earlier, I may not be able to fully grasp the scope of destruction wrought by earlier and very different expressions of revolt. However, as a newcomer, I am blissfully free of any preconceived notions about the latest chapter of the struggle and the people who are on the forefront of trying to make it succeed. Because of my still relatively fresh perspective of the “true” nature of the “Kashmiri beast,” and having a habit of voicing my opinions very openly, I have been accused of many things since the most recent turmoil began: of romanticizing Islam and insurgency, of being biased in favor of people who are not showing me their true colors and subversive leanings, of not understanding anything and especially Pakistan, of not having the necessary experience with all things Kashmir to render accurate judgments of a brewing storm, the potential danger of which I would never be able to fathom. I don’t want to bother to comment on all that has been said to me because there is little point in trying to reshape strong and perhaps even educated opinions that were formed as a result of events I so clearly missed.
However, I do know what I see on the streets of Kashmir today and I don’t find it frightening or in need of being crushed with a heavy hammer. I see hordes of young people having grown up under the most trying of circumstances, carrying green banners with peace signs while demanding rightful changes that won’t damage their self-respect any further; I talk to the same young people while they are handing out refreshments instead of hand grenades on the road to the memorial ground of the leader they had accepted as one of their own; I observe thousands of people of all ages who have been heeding their other leaders’ calls to conduct themselves peacefully instead of provocatively during protest rallies aimed at solutions to age-old problems; I see demands for accommodation instead of new declarations of war; I see, with a fresh mind, the same thousands of people who gathered at the TRC today to express their views without a gun in their hand, and without having to duck the bullets that I have been told will one day undoubtedly pierce my chest if I continue to keep their company; and I hope that others will eventually see what I see and also view it as equally revolutionary: a peaceful, if angrily determined, grassroots movement that has united people from all walks of life and is led by leaders not advocating violence of any sort. It may be an unfamiliar sight, but I would like to assure the world that under the current Kashmir scenario there is nothing to fear but fear itself.
Unfortunately, what I don’t see is any in-depth analysis by either national or international media of the revolutionary change in the way Kashmir’s freedom movement is being carried forward these days. I don’t see the necessary revisions in their vocabulary to portray it accurately enough so the world will take notice of a renewed and stronger than ever determination having crystallized in the minds of the people that for once does not include the resorting to more violent means. As recent as last week, The Washington Post, in reporting the most recent uprising in Kashmir, suggested that it had been infiltrated by elements of Al-Qaeda! This post 9/11 mind-set of those who are supposedly observing the situation on the ground from afar is very much part of the problem and will hardly make it possible to devise any workable solutions.
To borrow a phrase from Bill Clinton, coined during a campaign speech in the early nineties, that “It’s the Economy, Stupid!” after seeing that most everybody was wrong in their assessment of the state of the nation, I now want to say to national and international media persons, as well as to those who have accused me of understanding nothing about Kashmir, that “It’s the Revolution, Stupid!” And unlike during the revolutionary war of America that was triggered by the Boston Tea Party, the Kashmiri revolution could lead to much needed change without another “bullet that changed the world” being fired. However, it would first have to be recognized for what it is by all concerned and then approached with a completely different vocabulary.

(Carin Jodha Fischer works on community based rural development initiatives in Kashmir. She is also a Consultant to the State Tourism Department.)

Kashmiri Students Stage protests in London

A group of Kashmiri students presently based in different parts of UK expressed their concerns over the recent human rights violations and economic blockade in Kashmir. The students staged peaceful protest demonstrations at the Indian High Commission in London and presented a memorandum to the High commissioners office. Later the students staged their protest in front of the Houses of Parliament in London. The Metropolitan Police had been informed prior to the protests.

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Photos: irrata

Monday, August 18, 2008

Kashmir presents memorandum to UN office in Srinagar

Kashmiri people presented the memoranda (against Human Rights Violations by India in Kashmir) to the observers of United Nations Militarily Observers Group at Srinagar.

Video: Basharat Salmani

Kashmiri Sikhs along with the Muslims seek freedom from the Indian Occupation. The revolution is of the Kashmiri people and not of any particular religion as is wrongly depicted by most of the Indian media.

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Independence Day for Kashmir

The Times of India Daily - Swaminathan S Anklesaria Aiyar

On August 15, India celebrated independence from the British Raj. But Kashmiris staged a bandh demanding independence from India. A day symbolising the end of colonialism in India became a day symbolising Indian colonialism in the Valley.
As a liberal, i dislike ruling people against their will. True, nation-building is a difficult and complex exercise, and initial resistance can give way to the integration of regional aspirations into a larger national identity — the end of Tamil secessionism was a classical example of this.
I was once hopeful of Kashmir's integration, but after six decades of effort, Kashmiri alienation looks greater than ever. India seeks to integrate with Kashmir, not rule it colonially. Yet, the parallels between British rule in India and Indian rule in Kashmir have become too close for my comfort.
Many Indians say that Kashmir legally became an integral part of India when the maharaja of the state signed the instrument of accession. Alas, such legalisms become irrelevant when ground realities change. Indian kings and princes, including the Mughals, acceded to the British Raj. The documents they signed became irrelevant when Indians launched an independence movement.
The British insisted for a long time that India was an integral part of their Empire, the jewel in its crown, and would never be given up. Imperialist Blimps remained in denial for decades. I fear we are in similar denial on Kashmir.
The politically correct story of the maharaja's accession ignores a devastating parallel event. Just as Kashmir had a Hindu maharaja ruling over a Muslim majority, Junagadh had a Muslim nawab ruling over a Hindu majority. The Hindu maharaja acceded to India, and the Muslim nawab to Pakistan.
But while India claimed that the Kashmiri accession to India was sacred, it did not accept Junagadh's accession to Pakistan. India sent troops into Junagadh, just as Pakistan sent troops into Kashmir. The difference was that Pakistan lacked the military means to intervene in Junagadh, while India was able to send troops into Srinagar. The Junagadh nawab fled to Pakistan, whereas the Kashmir maharaja sat tight. India's double standard on Junagadh and Kashmir was breathtaking.
Do you think the people of Junagadh would have integrated with Pakistan after six decades of genuine Pakistani effort? No? Then can you really be confident that Kashmiris will stop demanding azaadi and integrate with India?
The British came to India uninvited. By contrast, Sheikh Abdullah, the most popular politician in Kashmir, supported accession to India subject to ratification by a plebiscite. But his heart lay in independence for Kashmir, and he soon began manoeuvering towards that end. He was jailed by Nehru, who then declared Kashmir's accession was final and no longer required ratification by a plebiscite. The fact that Kashmir had a Muslim majority was held to be irrelevant, since India was a secular country empowering citizens through democracy.

Alas, democracy in Kashmir has been a farce for most of six decades. The rot began with Sheikh Abdullah in 1951: he rejected the nomination papers of almost all opponents, and so won 73 of the 75 seats unopposed! Nehru was complicit in this sabotage of democracy.
Subsequent state elections were also rigged in favour of leaders nominated by New Delhi. Only in 1977 was the first fair election held, and was won by the Sheikh. But he died after a few years, and rigging returned in the 1988 election. That sparked the separatist uprising which continues to gather strength today.
Many Indians point to long episodes of peace in the Valley and say the separatists are just a noisy minority. But the Raj also had long quiet periods between Gandhian agitations, which involved just a few lakhs of India's 500 million people. One lakh people joined the Quit India movement of 1942, but 25 lakh others joined the British Indian army to fight for the Empire's glory.
Blimps cited this as evidence that most Indians simply wanted jobs and a decent life. The Raj built the biggest railway and canal networks in the world. It said most Indians were satisfied with economic development, and that independence was demanded by a noisy minority. This is uncomfortably similar to the official Indian response to the Kashmiri demand for azaadi.
Let me not exaggerate. Indian rule in Kashmir is not classical colonialism. India has pumped vast sums into Kashmir, not extracted revenue as the Raj did. Kashmir was among the poorest states during the Raj, but now has the lowest poverty rate in India. It enjoys wide civil rights that the Raj never gave. Some elections — 1977, 1983 and 2002 — were perfectly fair.
India has sought integration with Kashmir, not colonial rule. But Kashmiris nevertheless demand azaadi. And ruling over those who resent it so strongly for so long is quasi-colonialism, regardless of our intentions.
We promised Kashmiris a plebiscite six decades ago. Let us hold one now, and give them three choices: independence, union with Pakistan, and union with India. Almost certainly the Valley will opt for independence. Jammu will opt to stay with India, and probably Ladakh too. Let Kashmiris decide the outcome, not the politicians and armies of India and Pakistan.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Kashmiri... Guilty until proven innocent

In the recent weeks of pro-independence protests in the India-Occupied-Kashmir, the world's biggest democracy, as it likes to call itself has managed to slaughter 30 Kashmiri civilians and injure scores more. The Indian troops have not hesitated to shoot at will and with the intent to kill. Most of those killed and injured have been shot in their heads, chest and abdomen with live rounds.

Even as the communal parties and propagandists of India go on to subject Kashmir to economic blockade, it was interesting to hear about the Home Ministers report to the Prime Minister of India. The poor Home Minister believes that there is no economic blockade, even though the ground situation begs to differ. Instead of around 1000 to 15000 trucks laden with goods and supplies, which is the per day traffic norm moving in and out of the Valley, the traffic has been below 200.

It continues to boggle my mind how a country which is so efficient when it comes to commit genocides of innocent Kashmiri civilians, manage to kill 20 in just two days, have been so incapable of preventing the terrorists from parties like the Vishva Hindu Parishad (VHP) and Shiv Sena. It is even more shameful, because these and other similar communal terrorists organisations are recognised as main stream political parties in India.

The atrocities committed by Indian authorities in Kashmir is nothing new. Even in the most seemingly peaceful times, one or two killings of innocent Kashmiri civilians at the hands of the occupying Indian troopers is a routine. The occupying forces of India are facing the pinch of the pro-independence protests that have been on throughout the valley, the valley which was once an independent country in its own right. The soldiers have now resorted to barging into house holds in Kashmir and attack the inmates, without any discrimination of gender or age. In one such incident, the troopers of the Indian Central Reserve Police Force (CRPF) stationed in Sopore, a famous apple town in Kashmir, attacked the inmates of one Sharrif-u-Din. Although there is not much in a name unless there is a person behind the name, which in this case was. It was Justice Malik Sharrif-u-Din's house which the Indian soldiers attacked. It is worthy of mention that the justice has served as a High court Judge in New-Delhi, the capital of India. He was the first muslim and first Kashmiri Judge on that post and has been at the helm of many high profile cases, like that of the Indira Gandhi assassination case. Although the judge had served the country, which arguably was never his, he had been at the most respected and revered positions in India, this was no reason for the Indian troopers to hesitate. For Indians he was just another Kashmiri, who was who he was...a Kashmiri Muslim.

As India celebrates its 61 year of independence tonight, this marks another day of "Yoem-e-Siah" (Black Day) in the 20 years of the struggle of Kashmir for its independence from the Occupying forces of India.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

IN VALLEY, POLICE USES SHELLS MADE FOR MILITARY OPERATIONS

ARIF SHAFI WANI: Greater Kashmir Daily

The shell is capable of penetrating one-inch thick wooden barricade
Srinagar, Aug 8: In a shocking revelation, it was found today that police has been using a sophisticated and dangerous weapon to quell peaceful protests in the Valley for past many days. It is Rudra: a tear gas shell exclusively manufactured and permitted for use in only in military operations.
According to police sources, Rudra- which is also called wood piercing shell- has been manufactured by the Tear Smoke Unit of the Border Security Force for use in “anti-terrorist operations.”
They said Rudra has been extensively used in the encounters to neutralize holed-up militants in buildings or houses across the Valley. It is fired from a special gun and is capable of penetrating a wooden barricade of one inch thickness from a range of 60-70 meters and emits powerful tear gas for 20 to 40 seconds.
Greater Kashmir is in possession of a Rudra shell which was reportedly fired on protestors at Nowhatta yesterday. It is clearly written on the shell that “under no circumstances, Rudra should be fired in the crowd.”
On some defense websites, it is warned that the use of Rudra can cause serious injuries, including death, and the shell should be fired by trained persons only. Reports said that the police has been firing Rudra shells to disperse protesters in various parts of Shehr-e-Khas during past one month.
“A cop placed a different looking gun on his shoulder and directly fired some shells towards the protesters. Many of them had a narrow escape as the shells hit the road. We were surprised to see the shells with sharp fins. The shells have expired in 2004. The police seems to be bent upon to kill us,” said some residents of Nowhatta.
However, Riyaz Ahmad of Nowhatta said police has been occasionally using Rudra in the locality for past year. “Last year, a youth was critically injured when a Rudra shell stuck into his leg. He has been operated upon twice and is still undergoing treatment. Besides, one arm of a child had to be amputated when a Rudra shell hit him. It is better for police to fire bullets than Rudra as it makes victims die a slow death,” he said.
In Shehr-e-Khas, the people have nicknamed the Rudra as ‘fan’. “It flies and makes sound like an aeroplane,” they said. A doctor at SMHS hospital said there have been many injuries and deaths due to tear gas shells in the Valley in past some years.
“Many patients, whose body parts and organs had to be removed, told us that they were hit by missile like shells. The velocity of the missile shells is such that they not only pierce through body parts but damage tissues and veins. It seems they have been hit by Rudra,” he said.
The senior superintendent of police, Srinagar, Syed Afadul Mujtaba, told Greater Kashmir, “If our cops are using wood-piercing shells we will definitely investigate who allowed them to fire the shells.”

http://www.greaterkashmir.com/full_story.asp?Date=9_8_2008&ItemID=41&cat=1

Economic blockade of Kashmir...is it bad

Since a couple of weeks now, the Kashmir valley has been under an economic blockade. The Hindu extremists in Jammu and some other Indian states like Punjab have been blocking the highways connecting India with Kashmir, besides the physical harassment of Kashmiri muslims in these regions.

The blockade is an means to ensure sanctions on Kashmir valley, it means that no essential supplies like food, medicine, paper and other necessities reach the vale and the muslim majority region suffers at the hands of the communal fanatics in Jammu. Interestingly even when the valley was burning over the land row and people were not having access to the daily essentials, the Kashmiris ensured that the pilgrims to Amarnath, undoubtedly Hindus from different parts of India, were not made to suffer. It was ensured that they were supplied with food and other necessary things, this was another instance when Kashmiris showered their hospitality to people who were not so necessarily kind to them.

Now that people in Kashmir are facing the hardships of shutdowns and no access to essential commodities and even hospitals falling short of medical supplies to treat any emergencies, I ponder if the blockade is after all so bad. In essence if you look at it, it has ensured a rendezvous with reality for the Kashmiris. Although the pro-freedom politicians of Kashmir (notice how I avoid the word Leadership) have expressed their anguish over these sanctions, we must do more than that. As we aspire for a freedom and a nation of our own, we need to prepared to face the reality and stand up to what it means. I don't know if self reliance is the right word here, but Kashmir needs to pave way for the people to be least dependent on Indian states.

During the strikes in the valley called by our pro-freedom politicians, during the past several weeks, my heart pained to see our own youth destroying Kashmir's own property. Whether it was the Iqbal Park or the newly made park at Badamwari, we hurt nobody but ourselves with such acts. Instead we should make efforts to support local trade and commerce, encourage local agriculture and stress on education of our youth, to broaden their minds, so that they are in the capacity to choose and not just be led like sheep.

More than anything we Kashmiris need to stop biting our own. How many times have we not witnessed that the Auto Rickshaw drivers hike their rates when a pro-freedom strike is called, how many times have we seen shopkeepers raising their listed prices when people are in most need, how many times have the butchers robbed us on Eid. If the answer to all these questions is a YES which I believe in most cases would be, then I begin to question if I can leave the future of the nation I aspire for, in the hands of my own people.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

If you want to live here...

The past few weeks have passed in a lot of communal attacks on Kashmiri muslims in different parts of India, and in the hindu majority Jammu region of Jammu and Kashmir.

The Jummuites have resorted to blocking the national highway, the only road link connecting Kashmir with India and this is the only means of trade and also of many critical supplies coming into Kashmir. The threat comes as a way of the US style of imposing sanctions on states that don't go "my way".

It is surprising to see that seemingly civil population of Jammu has been able to block a national highway and the authorities haven't been able to do anything about it. Its even more disturbing because I had once witnessed some college students in Kashmir blocking a road in protest of something, and it hadn't taken the police more than a minute to end the blockade. Even the most peaceful protest march in Kashmir has always been most harshly dealt with, often police resorting to cane charging, use of tear gas canisters and on many occasions resorting to opening lethal fire on the protestors. I am by no means suggesting that the same should have been done in Jammu but my mind begins to wonder how can the administration have two different yardsticks to deal with two issues of the same kind.

It is worthy of mention here that never has any protest in Kashmir in the past 20 years of its history of struggle for freedom been communal, but the fire of this hatred is being spread by the saffron war mongers in India, who gave their country many a black spots like Gujarat, Babri Masjid and many others to remember as a part of their secular history.

I had only heard this in stories before but the communal terrorists of India are open this time with their agenda..."bharat mai rehna hai tow ram ram kehna hai"...still wonder how secular this country actually is.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

J&K: When Muslims fed Hindus

Rediff News
July 02, 2008 12:30 IST

The Amarnath pilgrims who passed through the Kashmir Valley in the past 10 days will remember it not for the violent protests on the land transfer row, but for the warm hospitality of the Muslims.

Although hotels and eateries were closed on account of the violence, they didn't have to look far to find food and shelter with the Muslims opening community kitchens and making arrangements for their overnight's stay in the Valley.

The police, who had stopped 'yatris' returning from the cave shrine at Nunwan and Baltal base camps, also eased restrictions after seeing 'langars' at various places like Dalgate and Boulevard.

The people's gesture of communal harmony and brotherhood apart, hardline separatist leaders like Syed Ali Shah Geelani had appealed to the protesters not to "harm the pilgrims as it will be against the teachings of Islam."

"We found the pilgrims, men, women and children, stranded here and decided to arrange free food and shelter for them," Mohammad Saleem, a volunteer from Gagribal, told PTI.

They started the 'langars' on the fifth day of the stir and provided food to around 2,000 pilgrims a day. "We have fed thousands of Hindu devotees, mostly returning from the Amarnath cave, so far," he said.

75-year-old Shantibai, a 'yatri' from Gujarat, who was accompanied by her husband and two sons, recalls being helped by the locals twice.

"A Muslim youth helped us reach the cave shrine of Lord Shiva and again a Muslim provided us food and shelter when we returned. We offered them money but they politely refused," Shantibai said.

For Anand Jain of Delhi, the Valley turned out to be an oasis after the gruelling journey to the 12,750-ft-high Amarnath cave in Udhampur district.

"I am very grateful to the Kashmiri Muslims who saved me and my family from starvation. We had our first proper meal in three days at the 'langar' run by them at Dalgate," he said.

Pawan Sharma, another 'yatri' from Delhi, was all praise for the hospitality shown by the people of the Valley and said the problems were not created by them but the politicians that they had elected.

Moved by the plight of the pilgrims and tourists, those running the community kitchens even supplied food to hotels where tourists had been putting up, Osman, a volunteer said.

Besides Dalgate and Boulevard, the volunteers set up food camps at the Tourist Reception Centre and places on the way to Pahalgam and Baltal, the base camps for the yatra.

The volunteers also distributed fresh vegetables, bread and milk in the areas which were the nerve centre of the protests.

In a major operation by the people, several truckloads of food items, fresh vegetables, bread and milk were on Monday supplied in areas which witnessed heavy violence and were cut off during the shutdowns.

Barring an isolated incident of brickbatting of a vehicle carrying pilgrims to Baltal, the 'yatris' were not touched during the 10-day protests over transfer of forest land at Baltal to the Shri Amarnath Shrine Board.

The common refrain among the separatists on the issue is "we are not against the Hindu religion or the Amarnath yatra. We are fighting for our rights."

Monday, June 30, 2008

Azadi sentiment is back with new vigor


Greater Kashmir Daily: SPECIAL CORRESPONDENT

Srinagar, June 30: Entire Kashmir is on the roads, seething against the land grab, ready to explode any time. And rage is also spreading fast among the police and troops. Stretched to limits, they may even run amuck, itching to show their hands to the “Pakistani crowd” (overheard outside a bank, where this writer had gone to withdraw some cash from ATM). While Rome is burning, Romeo is playing the flute. Since Friday evening a section of the electronic media was agog with the rumors that settlement of the issue is just hours away but for almost two days, there is nothing forthcoming. And on Sunday morning, after so many more casualties and a long wait, the chief minister tried to push down the throat of Kashmiris a half-baked solution. But people are in no mood to take the bait and oblige him. Thus the situation becomes rife with the apprehensions of more bloodshed.


Had the government been really serious to diffuse the explosive situation in its initial stage, it could have convened the cabinet meeting to revoke the order formally, once the Raj Bhavan started the ball rolling on the Friday evening itself. But it did not want PDP and NC to take the credit. On their part also, the PDP and NC played criminal; in the zest for the credit taking they spilled the beans about the likely settlement after their meetings with the governor. While power hungry politicians were hunting for the credit where there was none, people continued to die. Who is to blame for these gory deaths? And, who should be held responsible if there is any further loss of life, particularly when people from all over the valley will try to throng Jamia Masjid today.


Irrespective of Pakistani ruling elite’s oblivious behavior, and complete black-out of the issue by PTV, sentiment of Azadi has hit the people of Kashmir with new found vigor. It has hit the critical mass once again; an avalanche of emotions is for everybody to see. One wishes one could have Salman Ali of Junoon here once again and show him the real Junoon for Azadi. Srinagar ki betiyan— daughters of Srinagar, full of passion— ready to die to protect their honour and honour of Kashmir as well. For New Delhi and Islamabad, the massage is loud and clear, the events of last week may be precursor of an indigenous and non-violent movement to follow. And the Indian media (with very few exceptions) is busy spreading canards, trying to label the peaceful assertion as ‘Islamists protestors.”


In the days of so called “war on terror” ‘Islamists’ is a slur, a western jargon to describe the ilk of Osama bin Laden and Alzahawari. But people of Kashmir, in spite of the worst kind of suppression, have not lost their moorings. On the contrary, even when their identity is under siege, not a single Yatri had been obstructed to fulfill his or her religious obligations. When entire Kashmir has come to a grinding halt only Yatri vehicles ply on the roads here. People of Dalgate, Chandanwari and other places have made Kashmir proud by feeding stranded Yatris and tourists, from their own meager resources. Can the Swamis and doyens of Indian journalism show us one such example from the land ridden with Godhras, Ahmedabads and Bhiwandis. It happens only in Kashmir. And, to set the record straight— the flag hoisted on the clock tower was green with crescent not a Pakistani flag, and it does excite the huge agitating crowd there.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

When people hoist green flags on Clock Tower

Greater Kashmir Daily

Naseer A Ganai

Srinagar, June 27: Amidst pro-freedom and pro-Pakistan slogans, tens of thousands of people thronged the streets of Srinagar on Friday in protest against the transfer of land to SASB. The protests culminated with hoisting of three green flags on the clock tower at Lal Chowk, with CRPF and police personnel looking on.

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For the fifth consecutive day today, the protesters demanded immediate revocation of the land transfer order. Right from morning, hundreds of people took to streets in groups, warning the government to revoke the order or face the consequences. “We won’t tolerate the transfer of land to non-state subjects,” the protesters said.
After the Friday prayers, dozens of protests comprising tens of thousands of people reached the city centre. Shouting pro-freedom and pro-Pak slogans, the processionists said Kashmiris cannot tolerate its ‘sale.’ They carried banners reading: Sale of Kashmir not acceptable. The processions reached Lal Chowk from almost every part of the city. They comprised people of all age groups and women were providing refreshments to them at different places.
Meanwhile another procession from Jamia Masjid reached Dalgate, the protesters hoisted a green flag on a traffic beat, evoking pro-freedom slogans. At Dalgate, the procession was joined by another huge procession from areas along the Dal Lake like Nishat, Shalimar, and Harwan. They together moved towards Lal Chowk.
The protesters hoisted another green flag near Doordarshan office. They finally gathered near the Clock Tower, popularly known as the Ghanta Ghar, where they hoisted three green flags with crescent and star. “This is for the first time in the past two decades that a green flag has been hoisted on the tower,” said a senior journalist.
The scene was watched by almost one lakh people, many of whom burst into tears. “This is the fruit of sacrifices rendered by one lakh people in Jammu and Kashmir for the past two decades,” the protesters shouted.

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As the flags were being hoisted, the protesters shouted pro-freedom and pro-Pakistan slogans besides slogans against the SASB.
A police party reached the spot when protesters had left the place. They started monitoring the flags. However they didn’t pull down them and left after 15 minutes. At 6.00 PM, another procession reached the tower and hoisted another flag. The CRPF personnel were looking on from the nearby bunkers.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Views on Kashmir land row

BBC News Channel

Thursday, 26 June 2008 15:41 UK

Mainly-Muslim Indian-controlled Kashmir is at a standstill after days of protests over the transfer of land for a Hindu pilgrimage site.

Protesters say the land transfer is an attempt to change the demographic balance of the area.

People in Srinagar give their views on the situation and describe the impact of the protests.


ASIF HAMEED, DOCTOR, SRINAGAR

Protest in Kashmir against land transfer

Protests argue that the authorities are trying to change local demography

I was out early morning and the protests were still going on. People were pelting stones onto civilian vehicles.

Only when the police came to disperse the crowd could I pass by. I even saw an ambulance with broken windowpanes, which was really sad.

The issue of the land-transfer is not the real issue as far as people protesting are concerned. People have pent-up emotion and anger which takes advantage of any situation which arises.

Nothing is happening on the ground. We haven't seen troop reductions, we haven't seen development. So we see protests.

People feel the government are trying to effect a demographic change by settling Hindu people in locations where there shouldn't be any construction at all.

I also feel there is something greater behind this than a simple land transfer. The government is trying to dilute the identity of Kashmiris.

India never trusts Kashmir. How can they make sure that they have sufficient control of the people? They can only do that when they have a population they can trust.

They feel we cannot be trusted. Outside of Kashmir, I am perceived as a terrorist, a fundamentalist, simply because I am Kashmiri.

BHUPENDER, JANWAL, SRINAGAR

The shops are all closed today. The main city is completely deserted. I feel the situation is going to be even more tense tomorrow.

Today there was a lot of stone-casting and the police had to use tear gas.

I feel that innocent people have been completely misled by the vested interests of the politicians. Elections are drawing near and I believe those who want to strengthen their hold in Srinagar are whipping up this issue.

It is a chance for those with vested interests to strengthen their respective vote banks.

I feel that so far as no permanent structures are erected this land deal could be a viable arrangement for everybody. The structures for pilgrims to use should be makeshift and should only be there for as long as the pilgrims are there.

This could even end up helping Kashmiris in terms of business. It could bring revenue. That realisation could defuse this situation.

But all parties need to be united. Kashmir was on the path of progress. The foundations of peace being built could now be destroyed if this conflict doesn't end.

HAKEEM IRFAN, JOURNALIST, SRINAGAR

Srinagar is boiling.

An Indian Hindu Pilgrim is carried to the Amaranth caves - 2001 AP picture

Amarnath cave is considered one of the holiest shrines of the Hindu faith

The protests are continuing here. Indeed, they have swelled up in many places. Tourists are inside their hotels and we are getting reports that the pilgrimage has temporarily halted because there are so many protests going on the main route to the holy site.

There is fighting, tear gas, baton charges and other things you see in a conflict.

People think this deal is illegal and they think the governor has transferred land just out of a sense of power - even though they believe it has no legal basis.

Their arrogance has turned into a people's movement. On every nook and corner of the streets people have come from suburbs and villages.

People fear that India is trying to change the local demography and are trying to settle people here. They fear cultural imperialism.

People feel India is waging war on so many fronts. Military war, cultural war. This latest move is seen as an onslaught on the geography of Jammu and Kashmir.

MEHBOOB JEELANI, SRINAGAR

There is a strong protest going on now in Kashmir. The government has transferred land to the Hindu Amarnath shrine board.

Now the situation is worsening every day. There is chaos and confusion everywhere

This is forest land - it is not entitled to be given to anybody. It endangers the wildlife and beauty of the place and that is important in a tourist destination such as Kashmir known for its beauty.

We believe the shrine board will erect concrete huts so the impact could be serious.

By doing this, the government is politicising the pilgrimage. This holy site was discovered by Kashmiri Muslims and for the past 150 years Kashmiris have welcomed the pilgrims and accompanied them to the shrine.

At a time when Kashmiris feel insecure, this move by the government makes people feel they are trying to change the demography of the state.

Now the situation is worsening everyday. There is chaos and confusion everywhere.

All people want is a revocation of the land transfer. India should accept the popular demand of the people.

I would say the whole of Kashmir has come out onto the streets.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

They are doing it the Israel way...Land grab again!

BBC News, Srinagar

Protests in Kashmir against transfer of land for a pilgrimage

One person has died after police fired on a group of protesters in Srinagar, capital of Indian-administered Kashmir.

The capital was rocked by protests on Monday evening over the controversial transfer of forest land for a popular Hindu pilgrimage.

Two civilians were injured when police fired to disperse the demonstrators. One of them died in the hospital.

Every year, thousands of Hindus flock to Amarnath cave, considered one of the holiest shrines of the Hindu faith.

Srinagar is tense after Monday's police firing. Protesters have closed down markets and also stopped vehicular traffic in several areas of the city.

The protests began after the state government transferred 40 hectares of forest land to Shri Amarnath Shrine Board - the organisation which organises the pilgrimage.

'Conspiracy'

The government said the land was needed for construction of pre-fabricated huts and toilets for the pilgrims.

Local environmentalists protested against the decision and local politicians joined issue.

Pro-India political parties like the opposition National Conference and constituents of the governing coalition - the People's Democratic Party (PDP) and the Communist Party-Marxist (CPI-M) - have also opposed the transfer of land.

The PDP patron and former state chief minister, Mufti Mohammad Sayed, has said the government should revoke the land transfer by the end of the month.

The separatist groups say the transfer of land to the Shrine Board is part of a "conspiracy to settle non-local Hindus in the valley with a view to reducing the Muslims to a minority".

Amarnath cave is considered one of the holiest shrines of the Hindu faith

Much of the controversy is being blamed on the outgoing governor of the state, Lieutenant-General (retired) SK Sinha.

The governor is the ex-officio head of the Shrine Board.

Gen Sinha has said the Shrine Board is not answerable to the state's law-making assembly.

He has refused to answer questions posed to the Shrine Board by the law-makers.

The controversy has led to unity among the separatists - the hardline and the moderate factions of the All Party Hurriyat Conference (Aphc) - have decided to carry out a joint campaign against the land transfer.

The Hindu nationalist Bharatiya Janata Party (BJP) has threatened to block supplies of essential commodities to the valley of Kashmir if the campaign against the land transfer does not stop.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

TATAs Vs KPMG

It was one of those bright sunny days, when it would be the biggest sin to stay indoor and study even if you are on an MBA and are on a tight deadline. Three of my friends and I booked the Lawn Tennis court in the university for 3 hours and there we were working our butts. None of us is any better than the other when it comes to tennis but sport is always good fun.

It was also my friends birthday (26th April) and I had decided to sport the TATA T-shirt that he had gifted me because I knew that would make him happy. Though technically I have also been a former TATA employee I never liked what I was a part of and couldn't feel any pride in being one myself and that was one of the reasons I had decided to move on. Then I met this guy, who opened my eyes to the reality of the vision and mission of the real TATA, which unfortunately doesn't often get translated everywhere in the company especially if you are a huge conglomerate.

Realising that coincidently we were actually two former TATA employees and two former KPMG employees, we decided to have a match with each pair representing their former company. Not only was I wanting to win, but there I was sporting the T and feeling better representing what I had always despised. We did manage to win!!!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

How we celebrate Freedom - Kashmir!

Jashn-e-Azadi: We the slaves Inam ul Rehman Greater Kashmir April 5, 2007

On 15th August Indian army unfurls the tricolour at historic Lal-chowk to celebrate their Independence Day and on this occasion only two things are visible on the streets of Srinagar: Indian army and stray dogs, this is the most telling scene of Jashne-e-Azadi directed by Sanjay Kak. Jashne-e-Azadi made by the son of the soil Sanjay Kak left me numb. Here is film which mocks at the India’s sham democracy in Kashmir without sermonise or patronising anyone. There is no linear narration. And he has defined Azadi not by himself but by the concerned people. It can range from metaphysical fight to revenge. He has brilliantly assembled collage of scenes and let people speak themselves. And in between-you blink and you miss the scene: has first time ever highlighted that the death toll of Kashmir Pandits killed is 200 only. Then, the symbolism, metaphors and similes used by the director are very telling. The documentary moves to and fro again and again. And in the prevailing confusion one thing that is unanimous throughout the film despite chaos and confusion people lounge for Azadi.
It may jar the pristine filmmakers but this is not made for them. One can find thousand faults with the film and it may be criticised for not ‘balancing’ but does TRUTH need to be balanced. Yes there is no mention of Kunanposh Pora gang-rapes by the army. Yes he is silent of Gawkadal and Bijbehra massacres and other such details. But let us give him a benefit of doubt. Because Sanjay talks of those actions where media (read Hindu media) was involved yet nothing came to limelight. He deserves more than bouquets and patting on the back.
He has also shown that intellectualism is not only about writing articles, delivering lectures, attending world conferences but visual intellectualism can be most telling—without sermonising, without boring and without catering to few intelligentsia classes; visual intellectualism is today the most potent weapon to defeat the forces of evil.
I am the one who is guilty of relishing Indian movies, enjoying songs, loving its actors when the same country has sent my one hundred thousand brethrens in graves. Jashne-e-Azadi reminds of Paul Valery who in ‘History and Politics’ writes: history is the most dangerous product evolved from the chemistry of the intellect. Its properties are well known. It causes dreams; it intoxicates whole people; gives false memories; quickens their reflexes; keeps their old wounds open; torments them in their repose; leads them into delusions, either of grandeur or persecution; and makes nations bitter, arrogant, insufferable and vain.
We have the knack of dismissing brilliant works; “we already know it”! There is nothing which we haven’t seen, nothing which we haven’t gone through, nothing which we haven’t experienced but there is everything which we have forgotten. It’s a film which must be watched by every Kashmiri. I cannot express the gratitude, but to say, I salute you Sanjay Kak for deifying odds. Your film reminded me slavery, the sacrifices, the sufferings of mothers and sisters! Prune it a little and sent it to every nook and corner of the Kashmir so that we can once again reinvigorate our sapping spirits. And yes it must be talked and circulated to other parts of India as well.
Placed below is its mangled version, with the interpolations marked in bold, as it appeared on ‘Meri’ News

Jashne-e-Azadi: The untold tragedy Inam Ul Rehman 07 April 2007, Saturday

Sanjay Kak’s Jashne-e-Azadi visually captures the fright and terror that reigns the bloodstained Valley. It’s a tragic collage that conveys how Azadi-driven jehadis have ruined the paradise.
ON MARCH 31, Sanjay Kak screened the much-awaited film, Jashne-e-Azadi, in Tagore Hall, Srinagar. The film, despite obvious flaws, is a treat in visual intellectualism and poignantly brings out the Kashmiri pain and pathos. It’s a film that will leave you numb. The deserted streets, dotted only by troops and stray dogs on the most revered national day, August 15, metaphorically drives home how much devastation has the Pak-imported concept of Azadi wreaked in the paradise. In Kak’s realism comes out the neighbour’s nefariousness and the title, Jashne-e-Azadi, acquires a different, ironical ring. It’s anything but jashne (celebration), anything but azadi (freedom) in defiled Kashmir.
The strong point of the movie is that it says it all without explicitly sermonizing or wailing over the wrongs in Kashmir. There is no linear narration. The film itself doesn’t attempt to give Azadi any sense but instead allows the grim situations to bring out the sham sense of Azadi among the Kashmiris.
The film’s raw energy flows the ground situations that range from metaphysical fight to venedetta to jehadi terror to revenge. He has brilliantly assembled collage of scenes that capture people’s torment. The director uses symbolism, metaphors and similes to elucidate the Kashmir tragedy.
The documentary moves to and fro in time again and again. But it keeps coming back from reels of chaos and confusion to the central theme or the fountainhead of the people problems — Azadi. It may jar the pristine filmmakers, but this is not made for them. One can find a thousand faults with the film and it may be criticized for not balancing the theme, but does reality need to be balanced. It only depicts reality. The interpretation is left to the audience.
Kak has also shown that intellectualism is not only about writing articles, delivering lectures or attending world conferences. Visual intellectualism can be most telling — without sermonizing, without boring and without catering to few intelligentsia classes. How potent can visual intellectualism be this film stands out as an example.
Jashne-e-Azadi reminds me of Paul Valery who in History and Politics writes: “History is the most dangerous product evolved from the chemistry of the intellect. Its properties are well known. It causes dreams; it intoxicates whole people; gives false memories; quickens their reflexes; keeps their old wounds open; torments them in their repose; leads them into delusions, either of grandeur or persecution; and makes nations bitter, arrogant, insufferable and vain.”

http://kashmirfilm.wordpress.com/page/5/

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

And the Nazis were never gone...

UN expert stands by Nazi comments

By Tim Franks
BBC Middle East correspondent

Palestinian children protest against Israeli actions in Gaza, 3 March 2008

Falk believes that Israel has been avoiding criticism

The next UN investigator into Israeli conduct in the occupied territories has stood by comments comparing Israeli actions in Gaza to those of the Nazis.

Speaking to the BBC, Professor Richard Falk said he believed that up to now Israel had been successful in avoiding the criticism that it was due.

Professor Falk is scheduled to take up his post for the UN Human Rights Council later in the year.

But Israel wants his mandate changed to probe Palestinian actions as well.

Professor Falk said he drew the comparison between the treatment of Palestinians with the Nazi record of collective atrocity, because of what he described as the massive Israeli punishment directed at the entire population of Gaza.

He said he understood that it was a provocative thing to say, but at the time, last summer, he had wanted to shake the American public from its torpor.

Israel tanks near border with Gaza

Israeli actions in Gaza are collective punishment, says Falk

"If this kind of situation had existed for instance in the manner in which China was dealing with Tibet or the Sudanese government was dealing with Darfur, I think there would be no reluctance to make that comparison," he said.

That reluctance was, he argued, based on the particular historical sensitivity of the Jewish people, and Israel's ability to avoid having their policies held up to international law and morality.

These and other comments from Professor Falk comments are, if anything, even harsher than the current UN investigator, John Dugard, who himself has been withering about Israel's actions.

A spokesman for the Israeli Foreign Ministry said that Israel wanted the UN investigator's mandate changed, so that he could look into human rights violations by the Palestinians as well as Israel.

If that were not to happen, the Israeli government may consider barring entry to the new UN investigator.

Tuesday, 8 April 2008 06:10 UK

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Snow outside the window

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Here we are, my first snowfall in London, although I saw some snow in Coventry last year only. I woke up pretty late in the morning, it was snowing - its beautiful reminds me of Kashmir, but I haven't seen the snow stay for long here which is very much unlike in Kashmir.

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Friday, March 28, 2008

I am an MBA specialising in baby sitting

Please don't worry too much if the post heading doesn't look very promising, yes you are right this isn't a specialised course on the MBA, its just me. I recently took my Term2 exams on the MBA and have almost three weeks of off time. I am in the beautiful London with clear skies and even more attractive things to do in the open, but I have better stuff to do - yes you guessed it right. I am spending the most beautiful and ever more challenging time of my life with my niece, she's 1.5 years old that makes her old enough to raise hell whenever she wants. There are the easier things of playing with her, making faces and laughing at the most silly gibberish she has to say as if it all makes sense. It all very amusing and entertaining for a while but then the challenge sets it, she can spend one full hour playing with her food and managing not to eat even a grain from the same and the trouble is you cant do anything about it.

There are other times when everything seems so peaceful and she is busy playing with her toys and you think that you can focus on something - an essay or an assignment that you have been trying to do, its short lived! The moment she sees your attention is devoted to something other than herself she gets cranky, she would start crying (please don't get emotional - there are no tears just noise and its just one of her tantrums to get her way). You then have no other choice but to pick her up and forget about your other priorities. It has started all over again as I am writing this thing, its so amazing to see how intelligent she is. She knows how to get her way and uses the best weapons in her arsenal to do so. She is beautiful and yes I cant stand seeing her sad even when I know its only one of her tricks.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Random Sketches

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Monday, February 18, 2008

Guantanamo Case

It was one of the usual case studies we have on the MBA. Analysis of management of detainees at the Guantanamo Bay prison from the management of change perspective. The case lays out a story on how the officer in charge of the prison tried to bring about some positive changes in the prison to make life relatively easier for the detainees and for himself, but despite initial success in securing peace and cooperation from the detainees, things went from bad to worse. The lecturer drew the different frame works for implementing change process and then invited a discussion on the case.

Various points of view about what was to be done and could have been done were being put forward by the cohort, which my all means is one of the most intellectual one can expect on an MBA. All this while I was feeling a parallel between the case and what is happening in the bigger Guantanamo's of the world-the likes of Palestinian occupation by Israel and for that matter what is happening in my homeland Kashmir. The detainees at Guantanamo don't see themselves being tried in the near future and for that matter if at all they can conceive a future for themselves, they are being held indefinitely. Bringing in better food and blankets and expecting cooperation from the detainees in such a situation is a very long shot, the best the authorities can expect from the detainees is to accept the rules of the game superficially and nothing more. Palestine is a big Guantanamo bay for me, Israel calls the shots and gets to decide who lives or dies and expecting cooperation for leaving people alive is again asking too much. Israel's stance is either you comply or you suffer and this is the very point that breeds more resistance, moves like building the walls dividing the Palestinian people and cutting off their water and electricity supplies can never ensure submission not even cooperation, such moves only reinforce peoples resistance-it only becomes more implicit than before. Similar is the Indian influence in Kashmir, She first tried brutal coercion which completely failed and backfired on them. Now she is trying what might work if done the right way (I wonder what the way could be) but will take a lot of time - confidence building measures, but each day as another Kashmiri dies, the resolve of the people and their resistance is even more reinforced - with the only change that the resistance doesn't remain as explicit in its appearance as it must have been before.

As one of my colleagues at the MBA put it and rightly so - they are just trying to treat the symptoms of the disease and not the disease or its cause and unless its done nothing will change.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Windows Live

I just installed the Windows Live writer, and am eager to see how it works. I will use this as a test post to try out stuff :)

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Ooo la la, I have the aerial shot of the business school...

Week 5 Term 2

This is the so called POM (practice of management) week on the full time MBA. The week was allocated for the various personality development and recruitment related -skills enhancing workshops. I am not going into the details of any of this because of the simple fact that I wasn't on campus, instead I chose to spend the week with my family at Ilford.
I left last friday, the 1st of feb 2008 early in the morning at around 6.30 AM to catch the Megabus ( a popular and cheap inter city bus service). En route to London I met another Pakistani guy in the bus, he is doing his PhD from Warwick University, in Linguistics-effect of cultures on the growth of the English language. For reasons that should be self explanatory, we ended up discussing the Kashmir problem, I must say he was surprised and rather stunned by my views about the role and say of India and Pakistan (if any) over Kashmir. I could see, he was a bit disappointed since he couldn't get a straightforward answer from me and especially one that would have been to his liking. But we both acted mature gentlemen and said our goodbyes at the Victoria station London.
I was too eager to use my newly purchased Oyster card and was happy I didn't have to wait in a queue to buy a ticket. The journey was smooth and rather quick than I had anticipated, but the surprise was awaiting me at the Ilford station. The oyster didn't work as I tried to get out of the final station of my trip and I quickly learnt from the staff present that I was a perfect candidate for a fine of £20 since I didn't have a valid ticket for travel. Turns out that there are some train stations at which the prepaid Oyster cards don't work and Ilford is one of them. Anyways I tailored my own happy ending in this case, I pleaded ignorance and offered to buy a new ticket just to get out of the station and because I am a student, they agreed and I live.
During the first three days of my stay, I helped my family in moving into their newly rented flat but unfortunately for me, I fell ill the third day and spent the rest of the week lying on the couch, watching TV, surfing the internet and every bloody unproductive work I could think of. But then again lazying around for me is a bug luxury these days and I am not that disappointed.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Liberation or Occupation??

















The story goes on, every day a new show of arrogance and power...and the world sleeps!
Source: The Guardian



Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Project Sponsor Evening

There were quite a few people from a range of organisations from the Not for profit to the only for profit, and then there were the "we have an idea"- can you implement it. For some matter not so obvious to me, most people were interested in Pepsi Co infact had a virtual queue set among themselves, I was interested in something else, no I am not talking about food...not this time at least.
It was very interesting how people were acting as per the priorities set forth, there were those who went to explore everyone, checking if the stalls (metaphor) had anything of interest...those who knew who to meet and what to ask, those networking but among the student cohort only, and of course the best bunch...who had come for the food and drinks.

Everyone was applying the newly acquired networking skills and it was so obvious, but really good job guys, we are getting good at it. In one such group, I was a part of, the students just flashed out their business cards (they all look the same) and not before long the company representative had a bunch in his hands, thats what happens when we all benchmark against the same reference.

The evening ended with some camera cheeze with friends, have to see the snaps as soon as I can.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Project Mania

It has started all over again, couple of people at the business school have got it, many have started, some are thinking of it and yet there are a few who don't have a clue. No awards for guessing who falls in the last category. Anyways if you haven't understood it already I am talking about the MBA project, which looks like a distant dream as of now. The problem is where to get started, it all so very confusing, and its amazing at the same time how some people are even into proper job interviews already.
Its time I start taking my own thinking to something before the dooms day, when the point as already pointed out WHERE? You seek a position and they ask for experience, but unless they let you work how can you have any experience in the first place - a paradox isn't it? It's a stressful exercise but I have the best stress buster with me - Sleep, so I am off fellas, have a good night!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

The Japanese Party

I had the greatest fun with my work group yesterday. One of the members, a Japanese was kind enough to invite us all for dinner and the experience was fabulous.
It was saturday-supposedly an off day for most, but don't be so sure if you are doing an MBA, so I along with a couple of other team mates spent a significant portion of a rather beautiful sunny day working on an assignment. It was exhausting I should say, their faces said it all - but the good news was that the day was heading towards a dinner party with twin effects; you didn't have to cook your dinner and you could expect to have a very nice time.
So we were all gathered at the venue (the hosts flat-infact the kitchen) one after the other, everyone trying to be helpful, it wasn't even needed - the host was ready with everything in place. It was just a matter of jumping into the act and starting with anyway you wanted.
I was a but apprehensive after my recent experience with food at the University Cafe', I couldn't help it but I was so distasteful after what I ate. Fortunately for the the experience wasn't going to be repeated here, the food smelt great and tasted even better, as if customised to my tastes.
Everyone present seemed in the best of their spirits and that made my day, or night or what ever you prefer to call it.
The get together continued into the night, I think 1.30 am, with discussions about cultures, identities, future plans, careers and what not and of course there was always something to munch on to keep us going. It was time people started saying their goodbyes and disappearing into the night and we were left with the crazy gang if you like and one of my friends was in the mood of mischief. It was great, he spent almost one hour teasing the host with his weird sense of humour and everyone enjoyed it so much, including the host ofcourse.
Finally we all thanked the host for the food and more so for the experience and left the place, but for three of us it hadn't ended. For some reason, it was suggested that we should go to the local cemetery to get the thoughts back in place - I am not sure if that was the best idea, but anyways we did it and like the rest of the day, it was wonderful, peaceful at last.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Battle of Spring Term

Ok guys Term 2 starts tomorrow and the battle begins all over again. Battle of getting assignments, reports, presentations done, stuff understood and exams passed, actually the last part shouldn't be any tricky.
I hear that the people are all geared up with most of the pre-readings already done, I hope to match up to the requirements soon.
I met this new colleague on the cohort over tea today, interestingly his business school allows going on an exchange as an alternative to doing one's project - leaving me all dreamy. Hes done with his MBA and as expected the priority is still the same as mine or for that matter any body else on the cohort - finding a job ASAP.
I am hopeful that the Term 2 will be even more interesting and learning experience for me...InshaAllah!!

Saturday, January 5, 2008

I am a Gangs taa!!


Before you get me wrong, I am talking about the movie American Gangster, I somehow felt the movie must be bogus. Infact the opportunities to watch the movie occurred more than just once before today, but as happens on many a times, it never matured.
I had just returned from London to Coventry - Back to School, after the vocational Blast and king size life during the holidays, and what do I have on the platter - another movie.
Me and a couple of my friends rushed through the dinner, infact we had it around 8pm today, which is abnormal for us, as we normally finish dinner by 10pm or 10.30pm. Anyways, this is the first time we went to watch a movie up at the Warwick Arts Centre, its a place in the university itself, with the best thing being the price of the ticket- just 2.5 sterling, now can you believe that!!
My movie started out slowly, very slowly and continued even slower and to tell you the truth I was feeling like sleeping, but then things started to pace up a bit, stuff started to make sense, and like I say - Denzel Washington doesn't let you down (mostly that is). Nice piece of work by Russel Crowe and Denzie.
Here I am telling you about my life and experiences, should you care enough, and already wondering how Term2 is going to shape up.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

University of Warwick







Oxford Street



Monday, December 31, 2007

The Great Debaters


The movie is based on a true story of the triumph of truth, the victory of belief and faith. Its a very good movie and the actors have done a commendable job. I don't even need to mention, Denzel Washington has done it again.
Life's challenges are never easy and although you may have started your journey with comrades, you depend and count on yourself, it doesn't matter if you have to tread the waters alone as long as you believe in what you are doing.
Two lines I picked up from the movie:
1. I do what I have to do - so that I can do what I want to do!
2. “Who is my judge?” “God is my judge.” “Why is God your judge?” “He decides whether I win or lose.” “And who are your opponents?” “I have no opponents … merely dissenting voices to the truth I speak.”

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Nightcap in Canary wharf

Here I am agian, in Canary Wharf this time, came to see my friend. It has been a long day and a did quite a lot of sight seeing today.
I went to see the Queens House through the Greenwich foot tunnel also saw the Prime Meridian, meant to be a imaginary datum - the centre of time and space, hee haa not so imaginary for me anymore. It was fun but I just didnt have my camera along so no great pictures just good memories.
Its 7.30 pm and the plan is to go to central london now and witness the nightlife, when that happens is still unknown - my friend is fast aleep perhaps fueling up himself for another one of his sleepless weekends. Till we meet again and I have more stories to tell, bye.

Friday, December 28, 2007

A 2 min ride or an hour long trip??


Was just coming out of Sainsbury's, hmm too many bags to carry and although I am putting up pretty much at a walking distance I decided to board a bus to help my cause.
It was raining and dark so I started running towards the bus stop trying to get as little wet as possible. It was great I didn't have to wait long, the correct route bus was there, so I boarded handful of grocery bags and was off on a small ride towards home. I stood by the window to keep a check on where I need to de-board, unfortunately I couldn't see anything that resembled some land mark I was so used to. Yes by now I realized I had boarded the right bus from the wrong side of the road, but this wasn't a big worry just a big investment of time.
The world is round, what goes around comes around and so was this bus supposed, to I did reach my home but after a full trip of the bus to its last stop, back to where I had actually boarded the bus and finally to home sweet home.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Boxing Day!


Yes Christmas is over and what all you folks out there were waiting for is on...BOXING DAY (the time till you delay your shopping to save some bucks).
This was the first time I got a chance to witness one, most shops on the high street and in the malls had it on the right day, the day following Christmas, but then there were also the other lot...SALE SALE SALE thursday 7 am to 8 pm and those starting even before 5am to 7 pm. For God's sake this is the time in winter that you don't see the day light till 8am or even later.
Anyways money talks and talk it did and big time. I went for some window shopping myself, the Debenham's , M&S and what not. There was clothing for just £2 but believe me you wouldn't consider wearing one even if it were free, the real deal had offers too a couple of sterling off, so its not for you unless you are there to furnish out around a hundred bills. It was however a lot of fun to watch.
Then there was a queue outside NEXT, infact two - one for people to get in and one to get out. Can you believe it, people are paying to stand on the road wait for hours in queues for something they haven't even seen beforehand, but must be worth it cause the banner " upto 70% off on sale items" says so.
It was sort of funny, I don't know particularly why, but it must have been the men, women and even children being policed to pay.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Mirror Mirror!!

I can talk, will listen to anything and everything, but will not necessarily agree to whatever you have to say. By the way I dont even have to agree to everything until I dont understand it but I can live with it, knowing you are different, different from me and thats what makes you-YOU and not me.
Yes there are times I do agree to things and concepts I donot necessarily understand, religion for example. Probably I have a firm belief in it and thats the reason (is that logical I dont know! but thats me). I will question the rules, but to learn, to understand and not just because questioning everything has lately become a fashion, and the more you vocally question the more intellectual you are.
Discussions are good as long as they are productive-but whats productive? Is it making things fit into your line of thought or fitting your thinking into someone else's thinking?
I am different and please live with the fact-that you are too, not necessarily better than me or even worse, but just different. Yet when my point of view doesn't match yours, you think that I am wrong. Yes you love it when you learn something new, or just have a feeling that you can gain something from this person, and you are even more in heaven when you change people and they start to think like you. Yes its all very silver lined but its always about you and not me. If I don't change you don't like me, but what if I become you, and don't like you becuase of how I think you are-what no one should be.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

I Killed Myself!

Its time for the term1 exams and all teachers had been giving their final recommendations about what to do and what not to do in the papers.
Then the chief of staff..Alexander the great! had so much stuff to talk about but unfortunately it was all somehow related to.....what if you fail?? and what can be done-the procedures and processes, so much so that I came to know, there are opportunities where in the university will consider massaging your results if you have been in a mishap (ill, accident etc) and it limited your ability to perform to your potential.
This all was somehow very amusing to me, and I started making fun of what the COS had said, and how everyone should now look to get a doctors note which can prove you have medical condition and so you don't have to work hard in your exams.
The joke was short lived and I was soon to become a candidate for the case. I caught a very bad cold and to make things even worse started self medication. My friend has this stock of every medicine a human can need, so I turned up at his vault and picked what I thought would best suffice my needs and get me fit soon (some medicine and some sort of lemon tea).
I took the medicines after dinner but soon felt very sleepy (I was thinking the medicine had started working already), so I slept early only to discover next morning that I don't have any energy left in me...the ghosts were coming back to life, I felt so week as one would after climbing a mountain. I have heard that cold has these effects but to such extremes, I could never have imagined. As one may guess now, I couldn't do anything the whole day, was confused most of the time, having conversations and forgetting the plot in the middle of it. I was scared!!!
In the evening I decided to talk to my doctor sister about whats happening to me and to my embarrassment soon discovered that the lemon tea was not tea but another form of the medicine that I had already taken.....turns out I had overdosed myself with antipyratics and sedatives....Ohhh will I really need a doctors prescription now? will i be able to sit the exams? I was so drowsy that I didn't know if I would wake up next morning ....yes I can laugh about it now. The instructions to my flat mate were clear, call me in the morning...if I dont answer please break open the door....
Now here I am all fine (well sort of..the cold is there but I am conscious atleast)...

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

A Fresh Head Ache!!


"you are the only one, I have seen since morning who doesn't look stressed", my irish friend on the MBA cohort tells me as I was returning back from the groccer with a bag full of stuff to eat over the weekend. Now this is something I wasn't certainly feeling inside and definitely not even expecting to be told. Not that I was stressed or something, but I did have a headache which isn't still going away. Many of my friends have this ailment these days, especially as the exam dates are coming closer, generally due to sleep deprevation (most people have 3 hour nights and the rest is day for them). My reasons were different, it seems I have been oversleeping this entire week, yes!! over sleeping, not 4 or 5 hours when I average is 3, but a full 10-11 hrs and I have this special marketier friend who just told me that, this is precisely the reason for my headache...

But let me tell you straight headache or no headache I can't live with less than 8 hours of sleep and thats my sense of self, my self identity (thats how we are supposed to speak in Organisation Behaviour terms).

Sunday, November 18, 2007

First Night Out In UK


This had been coming for a few weeks now but none of us had been pushing the plans ahead until yesterday.
My friends and more importantly Dinner-Mates (from the plain logistics of where we are) had decided that we need more canned food to sustain us until the end of our Term 1 exams, so all of us had been suggesting the idea that we should go to FolesHill to buy some inventories. FolesHill particularly not because we have a love of that place, but because its the only nearby place from where we can buy any decent food that we are used to (rice, cooked canned vegetables not boiled stuff that is so easily available from Tesco or Costcutter).
I had been reluctant initially, don't ask me why, because I don't know myself-just didn't feel like. Anyways I realized soon enough that my friends wanted to go and my hesitation would have been an obstacle since there was a lot to buy and not many hands to carry the stuff. So I pushed ahead with the idea of the trip to FolesHill and it was all decided in 15 mins.
The idea of the trip was nothing more than buying groceries, but new plans started to merge with it, and yeah they turned out to be rather welcome. Dinner at a restaurant and a movie at the cinema, yes we went to the cinema with all the bags.
I had expected that Om Shanti Om (the Indian movie) would be a complete time pass and lots of fun- yes I was wrong! It was emotionally very overwhelming, I was taken back in time and soon forgot where I was. Sharukh Khan's acting was brilliant and so was the new actresses', I can't remember if I have seen a better performance from him till date. The desperation in the scenes and the struggle was brilliantly performed, I could feel the pain, the struggle within me.
The movie turned out to be a mixture- a mixture of humour, emotion, thrill and yes horror.
We returned back at around 12.30 in the night and yeah, the trip was well worth the time and money spent.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Good Day After A Tough Week

Yesterday was the dooms day, the day to present our analysis of samsung as a success story. It was a marketing analysis assignment and although we as a team had full seven weeks to research and analyse the subject, not much progress had been made till week 6. This was the time we decided that 10 people was just too big a team to have a focused approach to the assignment, so we decided to split into two teams of 5. Yes a bit too late for such a straightforward decision which could have probably been taken long time ago.
The tensions were high and we didn't have a clear idea of how the presentation would be like, yes until the morning of the dooms day. We practised our first real presentation at 8.30AM yesterday, yes just 1.5 hrs prior to the actual thing.
I was impressed with a couple of presentations in terms of content and delivery. Although one presentation was very flashy and graphical but somehow the idea didnt come across as brilliantly for me.
Our presentation was simple and to the point (thats the feedback we got) I would have however wanted to have more graphics in it. Yes one thing worth noting was, we were the only group who finished in the allowed time frame.
I will like to believe that we did a good job, from the position we had put ourselves in.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

JFDI!


Yes you heard that right JFDI, not I am not swearing by any means, but thats my latest mantra to survival. It's quarter past midnight and I am trying to make the ends meet, bear in mind there is a great force pulling the ends even further away from each other, no prizes for guessing, yes I am talking about the size and volume of the assignments these guys give in here at the MBA. There must be some kind of agenda here (I don't buy it but I have to live it), burn the metal red hot and you will get the finest steel that will stand the test of time, and if it breaks (yes there are those cases too), it was pretty much not worth it in the first place.

The idea is to squeeze a two years intensive course into one year, and add some fancy activites to keep you busy everytime, so that at the end of the day, you dont have a clue of what happened. Its the fast paced MBA, paced so fast, that its gone even before you get into your comfort zone, but comfort isn't the idea is it? As Nicholas Bate (must meet guy...the Strategic Edge link, thats him) said and I quote, "love challenges not comfort", yes we might very well do that now...since I dont see any comfort anywhere near me, so rather than nagging about the share volume of everything expected, one might very well Just F...... Do It.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

One Faith One World!


At last I have some time to reflect upon the past week that has been. O yes its been hectic, and I have had my good share of frustrations and what now times.
It is Ramzan ul Mubarak and for those of who don't know, one doesn't get to eat/drink anything for dawn to dusk, but thats just a part of the deal. This is the one time in the whole wide world when every believer has the same goals follows a common practice, and bows to the command of his master, his lord.
Ok lets not get into the technicalities, Warwick university has this chaplaincy for the believers; and believe me or not, the mosque forms the biggest part of it. No that doesn't mean it's huge, infact it's a small hall meant for prayers, students from all across the university, collect at the time of IFTAR (fast breaking) and discuss all sorts of things, yes! everyone gets plenty to eat as well (its free, and the contributions are absolutely voluntary).
Personally I like this a lot, at least I get to eat dinner, otherwise I am so lazy, I would rather starve than cook.
I came across students from different nationalities, there are the Arabs, the Chinese looking (Malasians, Indonasians, Koreans), Africans and o yes a lot of Pakistanis (I am yet to meet an Indian there). I come from Kashmir, on the present Indian side, I even met a couple of Kashmiri's from across the other side, it was a nice feeling, I learn't that I am the 3rd person from Kashmir ever to study there and the second to be on an MBA in this university or at least that is what I was told.
I don't know anyone here but you suddenly have so many brothers and people you know and feel a part of as soon as you step inside...the Mosque.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

First Day At Uni


Well infact I came to this place once earlier also, but today it seems all so different, maybe because I know there is no going back home this time, yes for 1 year that is. Thats alright, I am fine don't worry.
Actually I am sitting on top of my Flat Building, no no not on the roof, the room allotted to me is here.
When I was given the key I felt I have been among the late arrivals and so didn't get a room on the ground floor, but hey thats not it, this flat is empty- yes EMPTY! as an old church, and what is left of it is me, yes Me Myself and again no Irene.
It would be an asset as days go by and people look for peace and privacy and try to concentrate upon their studies but until then you wont hear about any new characters in this blogger's tales.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Purchase Hickups

Its been a really terrible experience!
I placed an order with the call centre of the much spoken about Dell on 31st Aug 2007 and a gentleman from an Indian with a wanna get british accent got me into making the purchase, he was good to talk to initially that is. Becuase of the hurry I was in, to get my hands on my new laptop, the delivery date he promised, 17th Sep 2007 seemed quite acceptable to me. Days went, soon weeks; the online order status was still in Pre-Production getting me a little concerned. Ok! I got in touch with them, yes I had to initiate approaching them, for they didn't do it as is mentioned on thier website (ethics are process management is for banners and ads only...to tough to practice). Turns out, there is expected to be a delay in my order, the expected shipment date has jumped to 25th Sep 2007, but thats ok I guess.....turns out it isn't OK anymore, 16th and I get an e-mail from some so called Sales Expert or just wanna-be one, telling me and I quote, "the delilvery in no case will now be made on 17th Sep 2007 and we will contact you after the end of business tomorrow". Yes! that call never came, and I had to take the initiative and give them some stuff from my vocabulary (you know what I mean).
The Sales manager calls me this time and gives all sorts of excuses, he has this new piece of information for me...."the product will now be ready no earlier than second week of october and thats not a date I can promise you. Please dont waste your time and money if you think you can sue us, out Terms n Conditions have some bla bla bla".

Martaa kya na kartaa...I am mad, sad and in a mood thats really bad...can't do much about it, can I? Will have to settle with cancelling the order, and be bullied haaaaaah....(sigh)

Monday, September 17, 2007

The Spiral Road...

Its no more about your 9 to 9 local shop...

The "24 Hour Clock " is here.
It is important for businesses to remain competitive in the global economy, and the fact that less expensive skill sources exist, means you need to exploit them, Outsourcing is the Golden Key to the modern world where growth and comparative competitive advantage is the Mantra.
Existence of a less-costly means of production; This suggets that value associated with the factors of production has also fallen since its available cheaply somewhere else. Not just lower costs, Outsourcing has benefits for the economy whole economy: it is the Domestic Shareholders, Investors and the Consumers that reap the benefits. It not only reduces costs but can be adopted to avoid organizational problems that don't seem to be resolvable by internal re-organisation.
The Global Market is more free than ever before, with every country consolidating on its comparitive advantages. Money finds its own way, as a rule/law it will move towards the master where it is proves most effective and profitable.
Outsourcing does kill the low-skill domestic jobs but at the same time helps in creation of high-skill job market and thus leads the economy towards a specialized and high-skill human resource, assuming that the training and education system become more supportive to face this challenge.
Life is not fair, its survival of the fittest, the more you can adapt the better are you chances, Change is around the next bend and life is a spiral road.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

The name of the game is CHESS

Yes CHESS!
A competitive game played between two players, believed to have its origins in India, yet not so popular in its home, guess what! Its more about brains than brawns. Anyways I am not here to discuss the history or poularity of the game, its not my cup of tea, TEA?? milk would be a better alternative for me-its mild.
Ok lets cut out the bla bla...I have been exposed to a lot of chess lately more than ever before, NO! I am not learning the game but my mate has a thing for it. Let me profile him a bit for you..hes an IT techie; and when I say Techie, I dont mean like the thousands we have now a days, flocking around..hes the real deal. Hes married, has a child, works nearly 12 hours a day and yet has time for chess, YES he has - the time you and me would be relaxing (TV, music, and lots of other stuff but Chess? naah!). Trust me it used to bother me initially but I learn that it was relaxation for him (realxation can you belive it by making your mind work after a long and asking day).
I had the chance to go to a Tourni (I use this term for a tournament on a small scale) with him, he had been looking forward to this for a while, it was the first time I was to experience this game being played at a professional level. For the 36 tables that were laid out (72 players that is) I could see more than 15 kids (of the age group to 7 to 12). The way these kids played; I ain't sure anymore if I should use the word KID for them. I had expected a quick exchange of armour at each table the way I would do it when I would play the game, if ever, once in a blue moon. Ahh I was disappointed, the game was slow, very slow (there are the BLIZZ-fast paced variants of the game too-this wasn't one of those), I wasn't to witness any exchanges for the first 1o minutes atleast, not that none was available - the way a layman like myself would see it, at least 5 points each side were ready to jump off the board.
I learnt its not just about the number of points you have on the board (that does make a difference sometimes however), but also the logistics (the position your points are on and the area of influence they have). There are even computer programs (not plain games but high end algorithm) that are available to challenge the human intellect, Chessmaster is one, Fritz is the most competant available these days with an average of 30 million moves calculated per second- can you believe.
Makes me wonder about the capabilities of the human mind and the power of imagination we have and where it can take us.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

A Foreign Land?

Its been two months since I have been living in this foreign country, England or if you prefer, inglend. To tell you the truth as I see it, its not so foreign in terms of landscape as in people, considering where I come from (Kashmir Vale for those of you who don't know) , there is the obvious colour difference; shouldn't suggest that Kashmir's indigenous people are anywhere on the darker side, infact, move towards the countryside and you see English men and women all around, in face at least if not in language.

There has been so much migration/immigration, not just here, but everywhere on a Global level that is to say, there is a cultural mix everywhere you go. People indigenous and those coming in from elsewhere, adopt from and adapt to a range of choices as it suits them. The mix is so complex that it is hard to differenciate the indigenous from the immigrant, makes me think! The indigenous must have been an immigrant at one point in time, so its just a question of time and space for people to qualify for these adjectives. Remember America, the land of the immigrants yet so averse to immigration now.

Tread back a few years, ok may be some million years, to Hazrat Aadam (Mr Adam) and Hazrat Hawa (Ms EVE) don't we come from a single source as relatives in blood, yet we have become so seperated by the concept....COUNTRY. What is Country, Motherland, Fatherland...maybe names that unite people in oneness, or does it divide them into groups and sections? Take a close look at the globe dont the pieces that we see just fit in together?

My memory failed me!

I have been trying to recall my earlier blog name from the depths of my subconscious, where it it is fast asleep. Its been a couple of hours now, so here I am with a fresh one..

I think I am better off writing in the NOW than in the THEN untill I find my old blog...yes I don't quit easily, but thats another story altogether...